Simin's memories ^^

Simin's songs

2011-04-18T18:54:00.001+08:00

And yup!

I've changed my address..

Haha.. I will still keep this place though..

it says 'Simin's memories' right?

So I'll just post photos in the future maybe..

New add.. ->http://siminsings.tumblr.com/

Still dun know how to use Tumblr..

and my skin sucks.

LOL

see you there!

PSPS

2011-04-12T05:47:00.003+08:00

PSPS

sian I know I have neglecting here..

I think I will reveal why soon..

hehx....

Anyway..

I just wanna post this..

My feeling nowadays..

Its the lyrics to the Korean song playing in my blog now..

BIG BANG rocks ok!??! hahaha

Taeyang and GD! Whoo!

oo hoo ooh-ooh ooh-ooh
Welcome back (How you doin ladies)
yoo hoo y’all already know what it is
ooh-ooh (you can’t touch this
YG and another big bang
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid in love x2

(Seungri) How could you be so, how could you be so
I can’t believe you (I hate all girls)
You’re the one that threw me away, but if you come back, I’ll crumble

(GD) You said you were sick, you said you were busy with homework
You said it’ll only be a moment, so you can enjoy a cup of tea with your friends
But pitiful me, I try to act like a man
I acted like I didn’t know, but why is it always the same pattern
Every time you open your mouth, you spit out a lie
Your nose is growing, just like Pinocchio

(Daesung) What’s your truth? What am I to you?
I won’t just let it go this time

(Taeyang) Monday to Sunday, am I just a choice?
Baby don’t lie to me oh

(GD) Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar x2

(Daesung) In your covered smile is a hidden gaze, who are you looking at?
Every time you do that, I get so scared
I get all nervous, wondering if my friends saw

(TOP) If only we could go back, back, back
If I’m so broken
But it’s too late
Fatigued over something that’s burdened you
Whatever the case, love is a sin against each other
We’re all like children, blaming others for our pain

(Taeyang) Behind that pretty face lies someone else who I hate
Can’t we just turn back to when we first met?
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid
I am stupid, I’m so stupid, stupid
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid (oh no)\

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hahaha I swear I will reveal why soon!

I just need time to adjust...

Lost and Confuse

2011-02-23T01:18:00.002+08:00

Lost and Confuse

ok I admit. The reason why I dun post here so often anymore

is because I'm using google chrome and it dun allow me to customize my text

here and make it dull grey like this post.. LOL

Then I have to use mozilla just to post here which I dun like..

anywayyyyy

I've graduated.

Yes.

Yup.

And nope I am NOT happy..

I feel so lost!!

I mean so now what'?'

I dun have the intention to further study.. reason being my GPA

is not exactly good. its below 3 and with that results, I dun think even overseas

uni will want me..

plus even if they want me. I dun have the money.

So now what?

With a SCIENCE diploma, there is SO MUCH I can do..

*I'm being sarcastic if you didnt get it..*

haiz..

I mean I know what I am suppose to do..

I can go NEA, AVA or N parks..

I know I like it there.. and I used to be so confident that I will want to

work there in the future.. but now..

I dun know whether I want it anymore..

Yiqiang said that it's like that one, when it comes to the real thing..

when its time to decide, we will stop and hesitate..

So now what? I really dun know.. at least the guys still have NS..

Not like I want to join NS but at least they still have 2 years to think what the hell

they want to do in the later part of their life..

Me? I have to decide now!

haiz.. how how how?

And I find myself asking everyday..

What should I do tomoro?

I dun know.

I really dun know.

2011-01-30T03:41:00.001+08:00

=(

Fuck man, I lost my phone..

Its the first thing I bought with my first proper pay! And I really love love love love my phone.. although I dun show it and all but I really love the phone.. LG Ice cream…. My friends said I’m sad because of the messages or photos but no, its really the phone. Its all my fault and I feel like shit..

I don't really have much to say.. I don't have the mood too..

I'll tell you guys when I have new number.. probably tomoro...

Now what's left is just... ...

2011-01-21T13:49:00.003+08:00

Now what's left is just... ...

Just one more month!
Then its graduating time~
then that means looking for the job I want and enjoy then $$$$$!!
hahahaha!
sorry a little money face now..
but before that, I AM GOING TO THAILAND WITH 13ALLIANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!
Book tickets ler so this time round is FOR REAL!
(haveb been planning since last year Jan.....)
I am soooooo happy!!
xD
Going on the date from 18th March to 22nd March..
Currecntly now saving money for the trip hahaha..
And also after that...
Going to Phuket with Elysia and Limay in September!!!!
xD
hahaha 13A just love Thailand.. and I guess its fate for me..
No choice ma since my boyfriend is half thai.. LOL
Sad that I did not get to go to TaiWan with Gen they all..
Not enough $$ haiz..
But I swear I will go overseas with them one day!

lost

2011-01-06T00:26:00.001+08:00

Lost

I think I lost everything..
What am I gonna do now from now on in school?

Self reflect

2011-01-05T01:43:00.002+08:00

Self reflect

I have to really change my ways and not being so indecisive..
It hurt a lot of people now when I seriously count...
I thought not rejecting friends when they ask you out is a way of
not disappointing people I love..
But I always accept invitations so blindly, I end up contracdicting myself badly and
got their hopes high and smash them down, hurting and disappointing them more..
Like Yuliana, I promised her that I will go visit the zoo with her one of the days during holidays..
But because of time constraint and money issues.. I broke that promise.. but we did plan to go one day after UT 2...
Like Shermin, I promise to go movie dates with her.. No plans were made.......
Like Sheena, I also promise to go movie dates with her.. But I keep forgetting to plan...
Like Liying, from very long ago wan to go out with her to catch up.. until now still haven meet..
Like Janice, I promise to go out with her to some places she wan to bring me to but I didnt answer her when I wanna go...
And god knows what esle I promised people...
Today I just hurt another person..
And I feel damn bad..
I swore to open up this person's heart and hope to get this person to trust again..
And when I think I did it.. and was so happy about it..
I hurt the insides and cause it to close again..
Wtf I am doing sia..
I'm seriously sorry and I know that I am being plain unfair..
Its all my fault and if I haven been all indecisive and such a bitch,
this won't happen....
Like my friend said, don't wear such big hats if you don't have a head big enough to carry it..
I have to really self reflect about myself..
Get back your motivation in life Simin.
Look how you wreck your life ever since 17 until now..
Serious can?
Otherwise you will regret it...
I apologise to all the people that I failed to fulfill the promises I made..
I won't make empty promises from now on..
this is not a promise..
Its a swear.
And I take swears seriously.

2011 resolution

2011-01-03T00:18:00.004+08:00

2011 resolution

its 2011!!!
hahaha..
Awwwww attended Elysia's sister wedding and it felt so good!
Its beautiful
=)
Anyway,
Just wanna list down my 2011 resolution~

1, Get braces before June
2, slim down and cut at least 3 kg off my current weight
3, make more people smile
4, be an even better friend =)
5, be an even better girlfriend =)
6, be an even better daughter =)
7, Have 1k in my bank by March (ya I never have 1k in my bank before. pathetic right?)
8, become prettier
9, recognition of some people
10, tame my two monster brothers at home
11, get a new Nintendo DS
12, get a new laptop
13, get Tamogotchi
14, GPA of at least 3.2 upon graduation
15, bring Hazel go for spa treatment from head to toe
16, make Ah Blue live another year
17, Spend more time with Tracy
18, get my manga collection I've been yearning for so long
19, learn Jap
20, learn piano

Thats it for now.. hahaha
I will add in more as the year go by~
Last of all,
HAPPY 2011 PEOPLE!
I LOVE YOU!
I REALLY DO!

For you =)

2010-12-27T22:44:00.002+08:00

For You =)

*Warning, Mushy content*

I don't know how to explain this.

You know the feeling that when you realize that what you thought something was bad and

then you finds out that it isn't bad at all?

Relieved, most people will say about this feeling.

But it was a little more than that.

Its like a mixture of relieved plus content plus surprise.

It brought tears to my eyes for that one second.

I always thought that our relationship was on super thin ice,

and that it will break any second, any minute.

I always felt that I must refrain myself from putting my whole heart

into this whole thing because I don't wanna get hurt again.

I always assume that every time when you were there,

you will be gone any second when I turn my head.

But you surprise me again and again,

again and again.

I admit that we rush into this whole thing very suddenly,

and that uncertainties and doubts filled me at the start.

But our situation now erase my negativities one by one,

and I cannot help but become more and more hopeful of everyday we spend together.

Even though it's just a mere 5 months, I feel that a lot had happened.

And looking back I cannot help it but feel that we have really come a long way.

I don't know for sure what will happen in the future.

I don't know what will become of us a few years, months, days, hours after.

But I do know that as for now,

You do sincerely care and love me.

And that's all I ever need to know to keep me going on.

Though there are times that we piss each other off,

make me feel like pulling my hair out,

But at the end of the day you always managed to make me smile.

Thank you Dear,

for doting, caring, loving me.

I love you too.

Like, a lot.

hahaha...

Damn random!

2010-12-06T01:33:00.006+08:00

Damn Random!

I wanna write this down in case I forget the details and if really comes a day

I will sue him, I can use this as testimonial.

This incident just happened to me.

I was walking home at around 12:15am and as I was walking below my void deck,

I saw light inside my dad's taxi.

I at first thought my dad is in there, I mean why else is the light on?

but it looked empty so I hesitate at the lift area wondering should I go take a look in case

its my dad accidentally forgetting to off the lights.

by that time the lift already came with my Indian neighbor but I ignore and just go on

to the car park to take a look at my dad's car. When I realize its nothing but the start-up screen,

I walked back to the lift and saw my neighbor standing there. he asked me about something but I cannot hear as I was wearing headphones so I took off my headphones and ask him what he said.

and this following is the convo.
Green: the Indian guy
Orange: Me
Blue: actions.

Guy : You scare what?

Me: huh?

Guy : Tell me you scare what?

Me: err.. I don't know? I just saw my dad's car light up so I went and take a look?

Guy: You don't understand simple English? answer me what are you scare of?

Me: erm but its the truth that-

Guy: Put your hand to your heart and answer me truthfully!

Me: *put my hand to my heart* Err.. Its the truth?

Guy: You go eat shit I tell you. you go eat shit

Me: ??????? errrr but I never lie to you if you wan you can go take a look at my dad's car, its really light up

Guy: you go eat shit, you go school for what ar? You never learn properly izzit? you think what, all the black skin people (????) <--- (I dun understand sorry but I reckon he is saying that I am racist.) Your upbringing-

Me: *fed up when he mention my parents* Dun drag my family into this, this is really a misunderstanding if you don't believe me you can seriously go take a look at my dad's car because the light is still there! and I have a lot of different friends so I'm not-

Guy: if you have a lot of friends then you won't act like this! you wan to see my friends???!?

Me: *give up, very tiring* *roll eyes* whatever.

Guy: you go eat shit I tell you

Me: orh ok

Guy: You seriously go eat shit!

Me: ok ok *press lift button*

Guy: You continue this I slap you then you know!

Me: !!! *Eyes widen, he actually threatens me??* What? its the truth ok? Then what you want me to say? *roll eyes and step into the lift*

Guy: You got eat shit! You go eat-

*Lift door close*

Seriously lar!

What.The.Fuck?

talk about randomness?

Hello?? are you like insane?

Ok I admit that I do sort of avoid him before.

This is because previously he just talk to me out of a sudden saying hi, and I said Hi back

followed by him asking what is my name, how old am I and such.

If you are a normal girl you will freak out right?

This is not an issue of whether you are Indian or not ok?

If a Chinese guy out of nowhere starts asking me these I also will freak out lor!

And avoiding? Yes I sort of did it. But I still have the courtesy to smile when you said hi outside when we saw each other. And if I am indeed avoiding you, I won't even come home late knowing that there are chances of seeing you!

This is utterly nonsense!

What do you want me to do?

Talk to you sweetly and tell you my name, age, number ?

Do I look like a slut to you?

Get your facts right before accusing people of things they do!

Think WHY exactly they are doing it!

This is like the 3rd time you are sort of harassing me?

including threatening to hurt me.

If there is a next time, that's it.

I'm calling the police.

Sprained AGAIN

2010-11-29T01:06:00.003+08:00

Sprained AGAIN

I think somehow Google chrome have disable all my html codes and my

last few entries looked BLACK and PLAIN.

O.M.G

Will do something about it..

Anyway..

I sprained my ankle

AGAIN

I first sprained it during Uni fair (how long was that??)

and it haven really heal..

just that its swollen a bit but not painful anymore so I dun bother with it much

Then today, when I go to work

I sprain it again on the same spot.

OUCH

its DAMN painful. I literally cannot stand and I am like shit !!!! @#$%!

My manager bring me ice pack and send me to office to do office work for the day cos since I cannot really walk, they dun wan me to walk out of the farm on my own..

so he insist I stay until the work shift is over then they drive me home..

but I finish office work in like 2 hours and sat there doing nothing..

So I end up ending my shift early and sit at the shop listening to ipod and reading ebook until 6 when our promoter is going home, they fetch me out too..

my perspective of the place changed today..

I cannot believe that my customers, some regulars, cared about me..

they were like, "take off your shoes and stop walking!", "sit down!", "You are limping! why are you limbing?? are you ok?", "your ankle looked very serious, you sure you are ok?" and lots of others..

My promoters also ask me to stop working and sit down and just rot...

but I felt bad for taking the salary like that when I am not working at all so I asked to end my shift early..

I feel so touched that my customers cared for me haha.. I know though that animals lovers are mostly nice.. like sometimes they will offer me a ride out of the farm after work..

but today's situation just warm my heart..

Thanks people!! haha even though they cannot read this..

HAIZ,

Tomoro have to skip Hamatolgy class again. SIAN! I dun wan!

but no choice lar..

My dad says that the doc he bringing me tomoro is going to inject silicon into my ankle to stop the pain.. I hope he is joking cause I dun wan silicon in my body!

later cannot take plane how???

and I think he was joking cause he was laughing when he said it..

Haiz, have to apply LOA liao..

*tell me TCM have MC please*

Madness

2010-11-19T14:25:00.002+08:00

Madness

What have happen to people these days?

Slash people here and there.. haiz..

see ler also sad sia..

Sian dun wan to talk about it.. think liao make my mood sad..

My favorite rock band new album is coming out!!

Its called the Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys..

Yes, its from the band called My Chemical Romance.

Their songs currently I have now are, Na Na Na, Save yourself, I'll hold them back and The only hope for me is you..

So people if you have interest in rock music you can try these!!!

They rock man whoo hoo!

Gerard <3

Later meeting Leonard and Dear after school for dinner and play PS3..

I wan play Wrestling!!! Alex!!

hahaha!

but then I have to focus in my fyp report also liao..

deadline next week sia!!

X__X

Log book also haven write

AHHHHHHH~!!

Sianness and madness..

I miss Junlong!!!

Laugh

2010-11-16T10:45:00.003+08:00

Laugh

I dun know what I can do now,

so I am just going to laugh throughout.

I know laughing virtually doesn't make any sense,

but at least it makes me feel better, kinda.

So here goes,

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

ok this is so retarded..

LOL but it really made me smile in the end..

haha..

Hmm.. I think I'll have chocolate as lunch today

Sorry

2010-10-25T14:02:00.004+08:00

Sorry

I apologise for the lack of update.. LOL
Like as if got a lot of people reading this spce like that.. well I never know right?
later I got a lot of fans and stalkers for my blog one..
Hahaha ya I will continue to dream on..
=p
Anyway, I don't have much to say here also..
And yup, I officially announce that I am in a relationship..
if you got read my previous entries carefully actually I got mention about this guy and relationship also lar..
its already I think 3 months since I am with him.. lol
The identity of this guy is well.. best kept secret lar..if you wanna know who just drop me a sms and I'll tell you.. cos I dun wan some unwanted beings to know who and messed up my life..
And yes I meant his friends.. I dun like them BIG time..
I am not born to be laughed at especially when I practically don't know you.
So there.

In the shadows, things I don't want to happen are slowly happening
and things that seems so real are actually broken images created
by my mere imagination and ignorance.
I cannot really do anything about it because my being are deeply bound
by all the fake memories created.
I can only pray that when that one day comes where I have
to break down everything, I can endure the pain that comes
with it and get over it like how I get over things in the past.
I know it doesn't seems like it but
I'm Strong,
I mean emotionally.

Back

2010-10-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

Back

ooooo..
Seems like I have been neglecting this place.. hahaha
ok so here I am.. back to my blog..
Not really much for the past few weeks really..
my term break is like not there as I go back to school almost everyday to do FYP..
T__T
now school is reopen before I can fully rest..
Happy that I am at the same class with Wenliang and Gen for some classes though..
At least I wun be alone..
=)
As for that significant Him..
=)
Thanks for listening when I voiced out how I felt..
I really did see the change..
Thanks so much for the change..
but dun stop improving the way you are..
you have so much more that you can do and want to do but for some reason why I dun know but you dun want to do it..
lol
Things seems to get better and better in my life now..
I'm going to Taiwan in Feb!!
xD
Hot spring man! here I come..
hahaha...
Then I;m going to Universal studios with Xiao hui and Debbie on the 10th of Nov..
^^
Looking forward to it..
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Birthday

2010-09-17T06:24:00.002+08:00

Birthday

I cannot believe that I actually still have the energy to blog..
LOL
Just came back from Riverale plaza after clubbing in Rebel with Junlong, Alex, Elysia and Leonard.
I know its not everyone but its my birthday celebration...
^^
Sad that the rest cannot come... but there is stil Sat! hahaha...
Feels kinda guilty for doing something just now during club but ..
aiya nvm lar.. its ok to do bad things once in a while...
=p
Dun anyhow think hor!! I never do anything dirty ar!
anyway, time with Junlong and the rest was fun.. How I wish everyday is my birthday then Alex will treat me like princess everyday.. HAHAHAHA
Thanks Alex for the 'hair styling' and perfume and concern you gave..
♥
Thanks Junlong for the effort in planning this with Elysia..
♥
And thanks Leonard for showing up...
♥
Thanks Yiqiang for the company at Leonard's house at first and then dinner even if you are not eating..
♥
Other than them,.. I have to thank my poly gang too!
Thanks Clara, Janice, and Kim Yeow for the celebration too!
And especially Bing long, Liying, Genevieve and Wenliang!!!
♥ ♥
Thanks for the Etude house and Clinque present and the best, flower and balloon!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I know its just a simple surprise celebration.. but I love it a lot..
Thanks for doing so much for me...
=)
I still have a celebration later in the evening with my family at Sakura Char-gill in Punggol!!
And Sat at Wild wild Wet with Junlong, Yiqiang, Limay, Elysia and dun know who esle.. LOL
I am really blessed to have you guys as and family friends..
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ you all to bits...
I couldn't express my love for you all enough..
All I can do is..
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
HAHAHA
ok lar!
Good night!!!

Its a failed "investment'"afterall..
I swear I am pulling out of this "investment" soon..
But I kinda put in more "money" than I should..
Tell me what to do....?

Hi again~

2010-09-11T20:24:00.002+08:00

Hi again~

I feel like I haven posted anything for ages!
hahaha..
Ahhhh... anywayyy
Have a awesome and crazy weekend..
On Thurs, celerbrated Junlong's birthday party at Butter factory..
It was fun and time whizzed past and when I realize, its already 4 am..
went back to Punggol on 2 cabs with half-drunk Elysia, Yiqiang and Alex carrying our
completely 'dead' Junlong.. HAHAHA!
Had supper cum breakfast at Econ then while the others went home,
Elysia, Alex, Junlong and I went to Yiqiang's house to sleep..
reached his house at 5 and only fell asleep at 6..
Thanks to Elysia and Alex squabble.. hahaha!
Junlong like dead fish lar.. =p
As for me, I slept for a few mins only and woke up to Junlong asking Yiqiang whether he wanna go eat breafast..
then fell asleep again and woke up completely when Yiqiang came back telling me Junlong went home already..
Elysia also woke up.. haha and only left Alex still sleeping..
Then I wake him up.. cos Elysia need go home liao as her contacts is super dry..
So I reached home at round 8 and sleep again..
cos later still got meet Gen they all for Clara and my birthday celerbration..
Hahaha!
But I woke up at 3 when I am suppose to meet them at 4..
Contacted Gen and met up at round 4:45 to 5 like that..
I didn't know what they wanna do at that time..
Then after that they brought Clara and I for steamboat buffet..
AND THANKS AR BINGLONG FOR THAT CAKE FACIAL!!!
(>_<)
I think its Karma for intending to smash cake on Junlong.. LOL
They gave me comestics for bday present!
xD
Happy~
After that went to Novena mrt shopping mall to window shop..
Saw one maxi dress and Sailor look a like dress..
Tempted to buy sia!! got money confirm buy one..
Especially the Sailor dress.. super nice lar!!!
Its not like its cosplay or what lar..
Went home at round 10.. haha..
Suuuuuuuper tired...
until now while I am typing this..
LOL
No lar.. just napped and woke up..
Just now have headache sia.. omg..
sad cannot meet Ely and others.. wonder whatthey doing now..
And I conveniently forgot I got one more exam paper on Mon!
HAHAHA!
Ah well...
Harvest moon time!!!!!!!!!!

Sungei Buloh

2010-08-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

Sungei Buloh

And yup, I went to Sungei Buloh all by myself as a trainee Volunteer..
I can say I am brave.. hahaha!
The sight there is splendid! its damm damm damm nice...
And the animals there.. OMG
Komodo dragon infront of you swimming..
Its damm cool lar..
And there already migrating birds appearing there..
Wonderful sight.. My camera failed me..
OUT OF BATTERY.
SAD
But oh well..
Anyway on the trip.. there is this guy that I took the bus with but didn't notice..
And after that when I was at the place looking at the birds, he approach me and ask for my contacts.. He introduced himself as the founder of the Singapore Nature Trekking club and that some of the volunteers there are his members..
I took his name card and gave him my number and email..
Thinking that he will do that to other volunteers too..
Although it does seems strange to me why is he only talking to me and all..
Until...
30 mins earlier just now before I am writing this..
He called.
And said he is willing to take me in as his student!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!
At first I thought he was some guy from the reserve but after that he told me he is the guy from just now..
he say he notice me at once on the bus thinking that I have potential..
He say I have the face.. LOL!
As in he can see that I love nature lar.. hahaha..
its so cool lar!
I mean like.. The head of the organization! willing to teach me!
I am so honored!!!
he also said that if I got time I can contact him and we can meet up and talk..
and maybe he can take me to Sungei Buloh and teach me about the things there..
xDDD
Its like a DREAM COME TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if I am able to become a naturelist like him do you know what it means??
I can be an expert on wild life.. A researcher of some sort.. IN SINGAPORE!
Dun need to go to Austrailia!!!
WHooOOooOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So super happy and happy and happy..
LOL
Well, thats about what I wanna say...
^^
I wan go play my Harvest Moon liao..
Hahahaha!
thats all people!
Bye!!

Out Here On My Own

2010-08-25T16:48:00.000+08:00

Out Here On My Own

You know, sometimes I really wonder where I've been,
who I am to you,
do I fit in with you...
Make believin' and dreaming is hard alone,
Especially when I'm out here on my own in this whole thing.

Both of us are always provin' who we are
And always reachin' for that risin' star
I do that to guide me far,
And shine myself home..
But I am still out here on my own..

Whenever I'm down and feelin' blue,
I close my eyes so I can be with you especially..
Oh, baby, be strong for me will you?
Baby, belong to me...
Help me through,
Help me need you...

When night falls until the morning sun appears,
Making light of all my fears for me to see,
I will dry the tears,
I've never shown ever...
And I am still out here on my own

But when I'm down and feelin' blue,
Other than the people that are dear to me,
I close my eyes wishing that I can be with you.
Baby, be strong for me, please..
Baby, belong to me...
Help me through
Help me need you

Sometimes I wonder where we've been
Who we are...
Do 'us' fit in?
I may not win this time..
But I definitly can't be thrown,
Out here on my own..
On my own...

Nice song right??
In the show Fame der..
xD
Piano rocks man!
*Try search for piano songs again*

Elysia's birthday chalet

2010-08-22T17:25:00.004+08:00

Elysia's birthday chalet

You know when you had so much fun and you dun have the time to take photos?
thats what happen
Only 96 photos were taken and 74 of them 'seenable'
HAHAHAHA
Then I think that sums up everything.
Missed out on my pri school gathering though
=(
Hope can meet again SOON!
I wanna fly kite~

I love the way you lie

2010-08-19T15:20:00.005+08:00

I love the way you lie

Its alright because I like the way it hurts; as it means I really did care about you.
Its alright because I love the way you lie; as it means that I still love you no matter what

I love this song..
Wun get tired of it..
Wahaha~
~~Been trying to put this song on my blog looong ago but youtube like license EVERY SINGLE vid that features this sone so I cannot put..~~
~~Sian..~~
YAY! after like months of obsessing over this song I can finally put it here!!
Its playing on the player~~
=)
Enjoy~

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

[Chorus]
[End]

The positive and The negative

2010-08-17T17:10:00.005+08:00

The Positive and The Negative

-Negative-
My lie is screwed.
I used to be rich and now look where I am.
Amk is so noisy;dirty;so not safe.
Ah Blue is getting old every day and I feared that the day his time is up is near.
Tracy cannot stop self mutilating. And its my fault because I don't have time for him like how I used to be.
Hazel is so poor thing. I don't have the money to bring her to the vets or groomers and give her a good life.
I pity my mum and dad. Having to work so hard everyday and to curb my brother's and sister's and my own spending.
And my part time job sucks because my pay is not enough for my spending. And I have to spend my parent's hard earn money.
My legs' joint is getting worst. It hurts every single time after long exercises.
I don't have the money and guts to go get an X-ray
I don't have money to get braces.
I am not pretty.
I suck.
My school life suck.
I am in a school I dislike.
I am in a course that I only have mild interest in.
My poly's cert is deemed useless.
Which means I wasted 3 years to get something that is useless.
My love life sucks too.
I let other things hurt my relationship.
And break things that can be saved.
And then regret and got angry at myself or letting things go.
My boyfriend is there and not there.
And sometimes I doubt our relationship.
Which will makes me angry at myself again because I agree to what people say.
And I am suppose to trust him completely.
Other than him,
My friend cycle is small.
I only have a few close friends.
And rely on them so much and to the extend that if I didn't see any of them in 2 days I will cry.
I cannot bring myself to accept other people's good intention to become my best friends.
Because 13 Alliance is already rooted to heart and occupy every space and I couln't let anyone in anymore.
And therefore I hurt people, ignore people, shun them, and regretted.
Because I love being around people.
But I am doing the opposite.

-The Positive-
My life is blessed.
Although I am poor but I am happy.
Amk is not an ideal place to stay but its near school and town!
Ah Blue is getting sweeter everyday and living his best before his time is up. I hope he live a life with no regrets...
Tracy is trying to learn new words. And hearing him mumbling after me is so heart-warming.
Hazel is so understanding. Even though I didn't manage to give her a good life. She still loves me anyway. This is what I call true loyalty.
I love my parents. They work so hard to make us happy and smile everyday.
My dad is really a hero, he taught me that as long as I am happy and live a life with no regrets,
everything can be solved. And family is important.
Although my part time job provides me with so little money, but my students rocks.
I am getting attached to them and I really hope they can excel.
My legs are so long and fair. My poly friends always tell me that these legs are what people always wanted.
Chinese medicine seems to have a way of curing my joints. I will ask them about it one day.
I know I dislike my school.
But my poly friends are what make me go on.
My course is about environment and related to what I am interested in!
It can even get me in a job sector that allow me to be close to nature.
And even though I can't get close to nature always, my friends will always bring me near nature.
I am so blessed that I have adventurous friends.
I am not pretty, but its ok.
My boyfriend still loves me despite this.
And he is always trying his best to please me, to make me happy.
Even though sometimes he is not there, but when he IS there its like I am in heavens.
And that surpress the time when I am alone.
Who cares if my friend circle is small?
13 Alliance itself is enough to keep me busy!
And more to come..
Genevieve, Liying, Bing long, James, Clara, Janice, Wan, Yuliana, Shermin...
Everyone is wonderful.
And not forgetting my primary school friends!
Sheena, Bee Shuan, Cai ying, Audrey, Jin yong, Zi neng, Jin Xiong and others that I didn't mention because the list will go on and on and on..
I love every single one of them.

The Negative is how I feel every morning, where I sign and laugh at how pathetic my life is.
The Positive is how I feel every night before I fall into endless dreams, where I smile and hope that these happiness will last for my entire lifetime.

みんなが大好きっ

2010-08-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

みんなが大好きっ

Why my friends dun understand jap??
If they do I will sing this song to them everyday~~

HAHAHAHA
Anyway the song meant I love you all to bits..
Wahaha!
okok enough of the confessions..
Finally went to Kusu island!!!!!!!!!!!!
TORTOISE HEAVEN LOR!!
Its a very nice place.. the nature~~ OMG
And the water is CLEAR!!!

And Alex told me that got clearer waters..
I wanna see!! Blue ocean~~
Hahahaha!
Ok, Kusu island.. Go liao!!
Next place to go is M'sia!!, Thailand!!, Cameron Highlands!!
Go Go go!!!!

for now looking forward to Elysia's chalet.. =3

耍帅却还跌倒有点生气又忍不住偷笑
小动作故意出现在我左右
小动作却能大大的感动我
有暧昧才精彩随时期待
每天幸福重播永远看不够

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-08-05T16:06:00.006+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I am so happy these few days.. hahahaha~
People close to me should know why lar.. dun need to say..
=)
Hahaha.. Gen say later pei her and Liying go tio zui..
HAHAHAHA damm funny lar! that Gen is saying this..
I go lor.. go see how is it like..
Its not really a gang fight lar..
Its just that Liying got cheated from one blogshop person then she
going down to scold that person..
Later see how.. LOL
Hmm I think its high time I change the profiles pictures of my wonderful 13 Alliance..
Changing them soon~ I promise!
Hmm.. I think I will be adding new photos soon..
Have to intro my wonderful poly friends too..
=)
Later at home continue and talk about my first tio zui experience..
HAHAHAHAHA
~~~~~~
ok I am home.. LOL
Never go tio zui lar..
Cos solved liao..
So end up go watch Despicable Me with Gen, Liying, Bing Long and James~
Its soooooo
FLUFFY I AM GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEE
LOL!!
The show damm cute lar~ OMG
ok lar I think write till here.. I wan sleep liao.. cannot take it..
LOL
nights people~

you ask in the future when in army how..
What can I do?
Wait lor..
=)
good things are worth waiting for...

Joanna's birthday Picnic

2010-08-02T11:45:00.002+08:00

Joanna's birthday Picnic

I know.. Its raining for the whole day last Sunday..
But as Limay said, we had fun and picnic-ed under the rainbow!
=)
Went to Paris Ris park and sat under a shelter after looking for it for 15 mins..
Shared the place with another group of people.. And this group of people, as Elysia and I noticed,
is also another group of friends.. And they are in their 30s I guess..
Cool lar! imagine in the future 13A also like that.. hahaha!
30 plus ler still come out picnic hahaha!
cam-whore with 3 cameras, mine, Joanna's and Limay's, and ate sandwich with
Leonard's special Egg Mayo-bacon, Elysia's Vegs, Junlong's Bread spread and feasted on Joanna's potato chips
Apparently, the amount of bread Alex brought is not enough and we went on to eating veg with chocolate spread (Junlong) and Ham with Chocolate spread (me).
HAHA I know it sound sick but thats what we did..
Leonard actually ate Veg raw!!
=)
Alex, Cheeming and Yiqiang then played with the frisbee Cheeming brought...
After that the group beside us kindly shared some sausages and chicken wings with us
as they cooked too much..
The kite that I brought was the next target of their play next and yes its raining!
But nevertheless Alex, Yiqiang and Cheeming still tried to fly the kite..
Hahaha.. Junlong then went to the beach and I joined him after a while..
The rest, Joanna, Elysia and Limay stayed at the shelter..
Cam-whore again with Junlong and he started to dig holes like he always did and
Yiqiang, whom I think gave up on the kite flying, came and joined Junlong with the
'sandcastle' building.
Yaaa sandcastle.. Its like hershey's kiss lor..
LOL!!!
Look look..

And I am sure I have a similar photo with the same pose..
I need go find then I put it up here.. hahaha!

And after that, we decided to have dinner at White Sands..
Dine at Xing Wang, the Hong Kong cafe and I think we laughed a little too loud there..
HAHAHA..
Talked about our future kids will act like how..
Junlong's kids will look at the mirror everyday at the house 5-mirrored toilet,
Alex's kids will "wargh" "wargh" every minute,
Yiqiang's kids will look at Forex every single second,
Elysia's kids will quaral with her everyday, (put 50 dollars on the table. NOW!)
Limay's kids will sleep in the living room while her precious turtles will sleep in the bed room,
Joanna's kids will have cat claw post and cat toys as childhood's toys,
Cheeming's kids will _________
Leonard's kids will __________
(fill in the blanks, I laughed too much and forgot what they said for them.. hehehe)
and my kids will get lost once they went out..
After that proceed to Joanna's house for late night home movie..
Laughter followed us up the bus and I swear we are the cause of the noise pollution at that bus..

Junlong pressed the bus stopping bell and the sound of the bus is like
"WARGH"
Everyone like silent for a while and Junlong ask :'why the bell sound so strange one?'
Then Limay answered : "Alex's sound ma..."
*Alex tio tai face*
HAHAHAHA!

Watched a Jap movie, The Handsome suit and went home after that..
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Suicidal Night

2010-07-29T12:44:00.004+08:00

Suicidal Night

Enjoyed last night with Yiqiang, Junlong and Leonard!
It was really suicidal because all of us have school the next morning
but 4 of us are still playing boardgames, watching tv and eating korean instant noodles together in Leonard's house at 10.30 p.m to 2a.m in the morning..
Super funny lar hahaha.. like tomoro will never come like that..
=D
nevertheless, it was super fun! Especially the boardgame..
=)
I AM SORRY THAT I THOUGHT ADOLF HITLER COMES FROM RUSSIA
STOP LAUGHING!!!!!!!!
ARGH
Cause we playing a game called headband ma.. then we are suppose to like guess what's on our headband.. Then I got the country Germany..
So I exceed the one minute questioning and still dun have a single clue
what is on my head.
So Junlong, Yiqiang and Leonard was suppose to give me one clue to guess..
Then Junlong say FIFA worldcup..
So I thought it was Africa cos its held there what..
Then Yiqiang said what I forget liao
Then Leonard said Adolf Hitler
Just when Junlong wanna hit Leonard for saying out the super obvious clue,
I answered Russia which sets everyone in the room in endless laughter..
Junlong then said: 'What Russia? Go die lar you!!!'
We continue to laugh for like 5 mins non stop..
I dun know whaaaaaat. I dun know why when I think of Hitler I think of Soviet then Russia maaaaaa...
Stupid lor omg..
Nvm lar the point is the game is fun, not I am stupid and didn't know Hitler comes from Germany..
Sorry lar stop laughing!!! (I know the three of you confirm laugh when reading this)
Then after that suddenly we are hungry then Junlong suggested we go eat maggie mee..
Then Leo say his house have Korean instant noodle..
Then LOL next we know we are like cooking instant noodle in the middle of the night at Leonard's house.
Zai lor k? HAHAHA
Then watched my all time favourite show, Glee, then another show, Two and a half man..
Then see the clock cannot ler lar we go home.. LOL
yes, we stayed till 2a.m..
ah well, even though later that I only have like 4 and a half hours of sleep later..
I dun mind.. =)
It was worth it to me in the end.. Hahaha
*but I'm late for school lar obviously.. woke up at 8.30a.m and I am suppose to be in school at 9*

Just thinking

2010-07-21T01:36:00.002+08:00

Just thinking..

Am I really THAT bad..?
I know I am not pretty and all..
And I am not really nice looking..
But am I really such a defect that people can be soooo ashamed of?
I dun understand..
Honto ni, wakaranai

来不及

2010-07-19T01:43:00.003+08:00

来不及

今天早上起床脑袋异常痛脸也涨红
是不是昨天晚上做了什么害羞的梦
或许是粉红色荷尔蒙在血液中流动
你呼吸我悸动

警告标语提醒着我们身在不同天空
预设好的伤痛是否能说不碰就不碰
我想犹豫不决比飞蛾扑火还更堕落
冲不冲痛不痛理智为爱失踪

来不及每个脚步已踩着恋爱的节奏
来不及地球转动不会为谁等候
来不及回头检查旧的伤口
如果找藉口想太多没结果哭也没用

今天早上起床你是否觉得全身酸痛
是不是我爱上你让你觉得全身紧绷
或许是你太调皮到我梦中随便窜动
你挑逗我失控

警告标语果然不出所料提醒不了我
预设好的伤痛牙一咬有梦就不会痛
我想犹豫不决永远不会是我的作风
疯不疯痛不痛就算我犯了错

来不及脑海早就烙印了你完美轮廓
来不及赶快捕捉为你放的烟火
来不及已把狂爱你的冲动变成了享受
我想要解脱要自由要冲动

来不及每个脚步已踩着恋爱的节奏
来不及地球转动不会为谁等候
来不及回头检查旧的伤口
如果找藉口想太多没结果哭也没用

警告标语果然不出所料提醒不了我
预设好的伤痛牙一咬有梦就不会痛
我想犹豫不决永远不会是我的作风
疯不疯痛不痛就算我犯了错

来不及脑海早就烙印了你完美轮廓
来不及赶快捕捉为你放的烟火
来不及已把狂爱你的冲动变成了享受
我想要解脱要自由要冲动

来不及每个脚步已踩着恋爱的节奏
来不及地球转动不会为谁等候
来不及回头检查旧的伤口
如果找藉口想太多没结果哭也没用

Have the feeling that its just a play
Fking bullshit

Mouth shut

2010-07-16T17:27:00.000+08:00

Mouth Shut

I kept my mouth shut from the start
I guess I left you in the dark
You thought you knew me but you don't
You say you'll love me but you wont
When you find out who I am

I kept my mouth shut for too long
All this time you got me wrong
Now we're in this way too far
I'm about to break your heart
Tear everything we had apart

'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become

Won't keep my mouth shut anymore
I've had my share of closing doors
Now I know I'm not afraid
I know exactly what you'll say
But I'm sorry it's too late

'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
(I kept inside of me for all this time)
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
(Thought that I could make it work if I just tried)
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
(But I'm sorry to admit that I have lived a lie)

'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become

I kept my mouth shut for too long
Now I know that it was wrong

I wish I told you from the start
That this was never meant to last
We should've never gone this far

Won't keep my mouth shut anymore

Report, Check. Next in line, Log book

2010-07-14T14:28:00.005+08:00

Report, Check. Next in line, Log book

Yup my report is finally DONE
And next up is my log book..
Should be able to finish by today..
Just write write write!! LOL
I know its sadistic but did I mention before that I love writing? (Write not type!!)
haha so Log book!!
Meet your doom!!!!!!!
Anyway.............
Meeting Genevieve later to print photos for the logbook..
Oh ya hereby apologise to Gen, Junlong, Elysia and Alex yesterday..
SORRY!!
I tend to ignore my phone when its out of credits..
When I see the amount of miss calls I am like O.M.G
Sorry sorry!!
And my phone hang because of too much sms coming in...
=_____=
So I didn't get to see all my smses.. cause after that all auto delete..

okok I think thats all for now..
nothing much really happen these few days..
haiz.. pathetic life..

Ah well..

When all esle fails, you turn to food theraphy

2010-07-09T23:38:00.005+08:00

When all esle fails, you turn to food theraphy

Yes. I am SUPER DAMM STRESS UP

Finally finished report but still waiting for Betsy's reply..
Then tomoro still cannot rest must go do poster..
OMG
I wan sleep!!!!
=(
So I turn to food theraphy
Called Leo to amk and went to Sumo house to have Jap food!!
Ate until very happy and filling.. hahaha!
Next went to AMK hub B1 and wanted to bought snow ice but in the end never buy..
Which is a good thing..
know why?
because....

Its damm big lar!!!
and guess how much is it??
$4? no no no...
$3? no no no..
$1? you siao ar?
its $2.90!!!!
(haven add the price of cone which is addtional 40 cents)
ITS OMG DAMM CHEAP
and the ice cream is VERY nice!!!
Actually only got one flavour.. but cause the strawberry cheese cake
didn't make up to one scoop, they ask which flavour I wan to cover it up..
cos the strawberry finish ler..
So I chose cookie and vanilla dough~

And guess what?
They are hiring!!!
Should I should I??
LOL
The shop its called Home-made Icecream anyway.. hahaha..

Hahahaha!
And yup I feel much better after that..
and a little guilty..
I am suppose to be on a diet...
Ah well..
=p
Anyway I put one Hana drawing on my ankle..
During the school Ignite event got fair so I do..
It look like this..

Its not so nice lar when the I scrap away the brown thing..
But ok lar.. hahaha
Its only 4..
Haiz.. super worried lar.. its so late ler and my teacher still haven reply..
Hope all of our report are ok...
=/

=(

2010-07-09T01:39:00.005+08:00

=(

Ah Blue angry..........
=(((((((((((((((
Cos I forget top up his food.. these few days busy lar..
Then I thought my mum will top......
then I just now help him top he bite me..........
=(((

~10 mins later~

YAY!
He not angry ler..
He say nvm..
and say I stupid......
=____=
(Yes I understand what he is saying)
Its Dipsy lar!! (Blue's wife)
Everytime sow discord..
Just now when I wan change food, Dipsy dun know keep chirping at him for what
which leads Blue to come bite me...
Then I shocked sia cos normally when Dipsy wan bite me he will come shield me..
Then now he bite me!!
Stupid wife!!!
Anyway............
Betsy replied my report mail already..
Shockd to see got 23 comments..
I expected more though.. lucky only got 23..
okok I have to go do now!!
Simin Jia You!!

I hate it when people don't believe what I am saying when I am serious..
especially when that person is suppose to be your close friend.
Do everything yourself
I am done helping you

Sian-ness

2010-07-08T10:06:00.002+08:00

Sian-ness

Shit sia.. forgot to check class announcenment..
Today got lab then forget bring lab coat.....

Luckily my UT for immuno not bad..
Then I dun need to worry so much..
But still.....
IMMUNOLOGY LAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can play with bacteria leh!
And I miss it......
ARGH!!!!!!!!!

So now.....
in lib loooor..
later got UT.......
then need do report also..
Need to finish editing it..
Anyway yesterday felt like shit....
Thank god I got meet Junlong, Alex and Yiqiang and boost my mood.....
its a looooooong story that involves in me yelling at the lap top and my clothes closet exploding...
Yes. My closet exploded.
And clothes flew everywhere.....
at that time, I feel like just sitting down there, scream and cry like a baby..
But cannot lar..
And Germany lost........
T_T
Why.........?
anyway... my report is finishing soon..
So I have to go touch up..
I wan faster see the holy light when I finish report..

Stupid post I know....

I didn't know she really did see me like that

2010-07-02T11:33:00.002+08:00

I didn't know she really did see me like that

I am talking about Betsy.
My fyp faci.
Whoops did I just say this out loud? LOL
Oh well she didn't know I have this space though..
Who knows later she stalk me HAHAHA
ah well.. anyway back to the story...
I always know that my faci is bias in a way..
Like she will prefer and like better students.
So for me.. my resuts are not so good last sem.. because I keep going to classes late..
My fault here.. not complaining..
So she like.. dun like me cause of that..
I had that feeling ever since she talked to me one on one previously
But I didn't think a lot to it cause its natural for teacher to like.. tell
you to buck up right?
But after that the change in atmosphere is so obvious until you have to really go notice it..
like during the discussion of the compeition for the enterprise..
She said that only 5 person can put down their names..
So one of them have to step out BUT you still hav to do.. just that you don't get the credits lar..
but if we win we will still spilt the money..
then we were discussing who should step out..
It cannot be Genevieve because she is the one who came up with the idea,
It cannot be BingLong and KJ because they are students with high contribution..
So its left woth Liying, Wenliang and me.
At first liying say she wanna step out.. Then after that Wenliang say he step out..
Then I also say lar.. I step out lor..
Cause as previous posts, you guys can see that I am very stress and dun wish to participate..
But then for this case, you step out ler you still have to do so don't really make much of a difference but still..
Anyway, in the end we told Betsy to choose one to step out since we cannot decide ourselves.
Then she say count by G.P.A lor.. which is like me lar..
LOL
But at first I didn;t think very much lar cause its normal for teachers to choose like that ma..
But then Liying and Gen say cannot count like that cause unfair ma..
Theb Betsy came up with another way which is see who want response to want to join the compeition first.. then Gen say but she call everyone individually then cannot ma..
cause Gen just call randomly.. so unfair also..
Then Betsy say ok then go by resume.
So she looked at our resumes and then conclude that she will take that one with a lot work experience in servcing and related stuff..
Then point to KJ because he dun have work experience.
Then Betsy say ok then change to by school activeness..
Then its me, Wenliang and Gen.
Then Gen cannot ma so its me or Wenliang..
Then I say let Wenliang in lor since he got more work experience than me..
ok I said a lot ''Thens' so I now short cut ..
In the end Wenliang let me in lar cause he say he didn't do anything ma and he wasn't interested anyway.. So I in lar..
But what I want to say is that, the atmosphere of being target by her is there..
Like I am the one she wanna get rid you know..
That kind of feeling can feel der ma..
Then like.. err ok... you know..
But what can I do? lol
maybe I increase my grades lor.. LOL
but her expectations is high..
hmm
Its good for me also lar.. since ..
my thinking of studying overseas is here again..
I WAN GO AUS!!
I wan to take that Zoology Degree!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!
Haiz..
20 000 k leh!!!!!!!!!!!!
and not in Singapore currency..
@_@
oh and I did my reasearch on pianos ler..
I can get a portable one!!!
then its like small one and also have 88 keys!!!
Hahaha! can put in my room!! YAY!!
Its Yamaha P-86
ok.. SAVE SAVE SAVE and get one!!
GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Run Away

2010-06-30T02:42:00.008+08:00

Run Away

These songs sang by Avril Lavigne and Pink totally explains how I feel these few days..
(playing on my blog now, the first two songs)
Got a lot of things to do.. omg
Report, Compeition and I just realize, UT NEXT WEEK MONDAY.
I haven even study lar...
Die liao lar....
I know the report is our fault.. cause we never do on time and I admit that
we did slack on that. So its our fault.
But wanting us to join a enterprise compeition just before UT 2??
I dun know lar.. like we are not packed enough..
She expect us to work 24/7 meh???
I pray and hope and wish that our next FYP subject is not as tedious as our current's.
Because of this FYP, I first time in one year go clinic so many times..
And tear so many times because of school work..
What? yes, I will 'cry' when I cannot cope in school ok?
Not cry lar.. just tear..
argh
And I am prepared to not sleep for the rest of the night..
Because I have to edit my report, continue and finish my report, think of enterprise service
ideas, research on how to do a 3 page enterprise proposal (and figure out how to finish it in 3 hours )and download 6Pto read through it for my UT 2 next Monday. Its Proteomics and I dun wish to fail as its my fav subject of the semester.
Will Spam coffee and hope that the caffine can help.

OVERLOAD

2010-06-28T11:01:00.006+08:00

OVERLOAD

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...
This is what I feel like doing now.
Scream until the whole world hear me,
know that I am stressed,
know that I have too much on my hands,
know that I simply cannot multi-task too much,
know what I am OVERLOAD
I know I should be done with some of the things previously
and its my fault that I am having so much on my plate.
But this is seriously not what I sign up for.

~~Help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
ok Simin.
You are almost done.. just a few more sections are you are 75% done with your report..
GO GO GO!!
After that I treat you Chocolate kk?
You can wonder off sometimes to release your stress once in a while
BUT DO NOT CLICK ON THE SIMS 3 FOLDER AND PLAY THE GAME
Faster, after you reach 75% then you can relax and do your favourite thing.
Decorate your Report.
(Because its DAMM messy.)
Go!
Hayaku!

Sorry I have the tendancy to talk to myself when under stress.
=p

If I can

2010-06-24T00:22:00.006+08:00

If I can

Just finished reading Xiaxue's blog.. Hahaha
~~(SIMIN YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE DOING YOUR FYP REPORT!!)~~
And I got curious and click that Nuffang ad.
Not that I dun know what is Nuffang.. Its a advert community thta puts adverts on blogs..
But curious lar.. haha..
After spending like 30 mins on the site, I have this HUGE temptation to join the site..
But the fact is I dun even have 10 readers for my blog!

If I join, other people like Xiaxue maybe take one day to earn hundreds then I will take
one year to earn what she might be earning for one day..
I then proceed to browse the featured bloggers to see their blog like how one..
Then realize their blog all are expressive and got a lot of readers one..
Haha Simin you lose liao lar..
I even go click their career tab sia.. haha
But I seriously got the thought of working in a company like that before though..

Well......... its a choice.. And I dun even know what they see for carrer applicants..
I think everything have to see first after I graduate..
or maybe I make myself famous first.. HAHAHA
Btw, took a LOT of pictures with my dear Ah Blue!!!

Here are some of the photos!!!

I accidentaly on the flash and Blue got a shock after that..
Sorry!!!

And I swear Blue he loves to take photos..
Everytime he will pose, pose and pose.. Hahaha!

Oopps.. and ya ignore the mess in my room.. hahaha!

And he acts cool...

And look at his eyes! haha.. dreamy dreamy one..
And ignoring his wife, Dipsy, whom keep chirping and chirping scolding and demanding him to go home at once..
Ya I have the in laws issue.. LOL

and here comes his signature pose!!
Hahaha!
Damm cute lar!!
XD
And below are the photos of me with him..
Yup I mosiac the background...
haha to hide the mess in my room
But no matter lar!!
The focus is me and Blue right??
hehehe
oh, and dun mind my cute pyjamas..
=p

And yes I edited the photos..
Hahaha nicer right??
xD
Blue I love you!!!!
Oh ya btw, XiaXue recently just wrote a post that I think its realy really true..
Here, here, Click HEREto read it..
Hmm ok lar.. I think I will finish my post here..
Have to really work on my report..
~~(Although I think I will start surfing the net AGAIN)~~
tata!
xoxo
Oh and blog makeover coming again to my blog!!!

Should I be happy?

2010-06-21T13:31:00.002+08:00

Should I be happy?

Hmm just now during class saw the post in fb..
Got a shock and shout "HUH" very loud until my team mates all looked at me..
I quickly clarify it with Junlong and he said he have to ask the person also cause he not sure too..
Then end up its true..
My feelings are like..
I dun know mixed up.
Should I be happy?
Because the way he struggle before see ler also heart pain..
So now kena released ler I should be happy for him right?
But at the same time I feel the sadness like..
One more broken relationship..
Like sad lar..
Dun know leh..
Feel so mixed up like..
one shot let you eat chocolate, chilli and salt then you dun know whether the taste in your mouth is salty, spicy or sweet..
lol
kk lar just wanna write down my feelings..
DO PPT NOW!
GO!

These few days

2010-06-16T00:28:00.001+08:00

These few days...

did quite a lot of things during the 2 weeks off school..
The holidays are gone befor eyou knew it..
Like 'huh? got holiday meh?'
cos I still have to go to school for fyp
The only days I had fun is during the Pulau Ubin trip and the stayovers at Elysia's.
so the remaining 9 days of my holidays I am troubling over my fyp
T_T
I swear that if we get to choose another project next sem, I will choose something so simple
that we can finish it in one month that kind.
Cause the stress Betsy is giving is worth 1 year and a half.
(No kidding here)
Anyway, Pulau Ubin was fabulous. But I didn't get to go to the Pandan leaves plantation..
=(
Junlong say he forgot where it is..
SADDED
Alex came with us
xD
Happy~~
and thanks a lot for swapping the market bike with me!
This is what happened.
My bike keep got problem.. So I returned it to the uncle two times..
on the second time, I chose the market bike cos it got basket..
At first I am happy with it.
But I regret after we went into the mountain routh..
YAY
I am on the rough rocky road with a pathetic market bike plus 2 1.5 bottles shaking on the basket infront of me.
Alex then 'saved' me by swappng bikes with me..
THANKS MAN!
And we went to Chek Jawa again..
Love that place.. Is so nice and peaceful with the wind so strong blowing at your face...
Sad at the sight of oil spills.. Destroy nature sia..
after Pulua ubin went to Elysia house for dinner..
took a lot of pictures.. hahaha..
The next event was the stayover at Elysia's house!
I dun know how to describe but this time, the alcohol bitch in me got awaken!
At first dun dare to drink cause they drinking Vodka shots if you lose the game..
But after a few shots.. Whoo!
But I drink a little only lar.. the ones who drank the most are Limay, Leonard and Alex.
Leonard is the 'winner' lar!!
Drink at least 10 shots ar!
LOL!
At the same time from staying over at Ely's, was working at PC fair..
Was ok..
but I didn't earn a lot...
ohh!! and not forgetting..
I went out with my primary school peeps!!
WHOO!!
LOVE THEM ALL!
Memories man! and I enjoyed the time spent..
Hope we can make it to meet up every month!
<3
Hmm... I think thats about all I wanna say..
Thats all my darlings!
Off to play Sims now!
tata!
xoxo

No motivation

2010-06-16T00:27:00.000+08:00

No motivation at all

WARNING: Emo post alert.
(Post written on differnt times even though though posing time is the same as the previous post..)
I think I am a failure in poly.
:SERIOUSLY:
because I have totally no motivation in doing anything in school now..
I dun know why...
Maybe because my dream as a vet have been dashed or I realize the hardcore truth that I cannot work close animals after I graduate or I realize that all my dreams are simply far fetched.
Or I notice and accept that I (no offense to anyone) totally dislike RP.
I dun like to go to school like how I used to love it.
I dun like to go to class like how I used to look forward to it.
I dun like to sit down in the white and cold classroom with no one to relate to.
I dun like to to go to this 'machine' school!!
I dun know what I am doing here or why I am doing in RP.
Yes, I am studying Environmental science, a diploma I love and adore.
But the journey here is not nice at ALL.
my only salvation here is Limay, Gen, Liying, Bing Long, Shermin, Yuliana, Wan, Sharmala.. etc
I totally have NO IDEA what I am gonna do after I graduate..
I thought I knew but damm wrong I am.
so ya so maybe this is the reason why I 'accidentaly' forgot to go to school these two days..
I dun wanna.
Dun feel like it..
Which I know its bad..
but then... ...
I hope I can quickly graduate, get an average GPA and get the hell out of here..
then I will start working part time first and learn extra skills that I wanted to learn ever since I am young..
Like Jap, Piano, Car license..
If possible, I wanna learn as much language as I can..
then become a translator..
then I can travel..
LOL I know this is quite impossible because you need a degree to do translation for people during meetings or what..
But for now that is the only thing that appeals to me..
But dun get me wrong, I am still and forever will be a fan of wildlife and nature..
if I am able to work as a part of it, I will
Gen suggest me to go to NIE.. since I enjoy teaching.. and personally I love kids..
Maybe I will.. its on my list of "Maybes"..
I hate the me now that is so useless... I have totally no aim!
and I cannot get myself to do anything beneficial to my future..
stupid stupid me..
Get your ass up and start working will you?
Like please.

Fatigue

2010-06-03T01:28:00.004+08:00

Fatigue

I cannot believe that I will stay up late till 3 for my FYP last night..
Then nvm leh I still go stupid go put mask..
Then never think of that the mask will take 30 mins..
then by the time everything done I 4 then sleep
Then 6 wake up
WOW
LOL
I know its my own fault lar.. but still I cannot believe that I actually did that graoh thing..
Sadly, in the end its like useless.. cos my faci, Betsy, want me to do graph for ALL the results..
Not for the best results only..
(Cos I keep hearing her saying, 'take the best results...')
plus the results like not tally ..
I should have slept last night lar!!
(>_<) But at least I learned about some of the calculation stuff... Haiz haiz.. Then just now reach home.. immediatly died on the bed..
Until 11 then wake up.. then now?
CANNOT SLEEP
Stuuuuuupid sia..
I really feel a little sick and tired about this project ler....
Its not like I dun like my team or what..
Its just that our things keep got error and the other team, whom did the exactly same thing as us, have correct results..
Then like why sia?
the experiment all these same leh..
Then my holiday like no holiday like that...
But on second thought.. I think at least mine still ok ba...
Today just now Gen told me there are even some teams in my school that haven even start their fyp yet..
like omg lar.. so late ler..
Then she told me is cause their project need approval kind der..
But then at the first place before you even give the students the project, you should approve first ma..
Then like that they very rush sia.. and its not fair cos they will have lesser time..
Dun know RP lar..
Sometimes I really have the feeling like..
why am I in this school at the first place?
LOL
But no use thinking lar..
this question I dun know think for how many times liao..
hmm kk I think I will write till here..
Looking forward to this Friday trip with Sheena and my P6 gang, Sat, Pulau Ubin trip with my beloved 13A and Stay over at Ely's next week!! ^^

Ranting

2010-05-24T10:17:00.004+08:00

Ranting
WARNING: MATURE CONTENT

Just wanna talk about a disgusting experience of my life
For the first time, I blame my darling Ice cream phone for not having a flash in the camera function.
Last Sat, when I was waiting for 136 at Hougang after a day of playing and fooling around with 13A,
there's this Bangaladash in the bus stop too.
I wasn't (notice the past tense, WAS) a racist so I didn't really care about staying in the bus stop with this guy.
But as time goes, my wonderful instinct told me to leave the bus stop and get away from this guy that was sitting two seats away from me
I dun know why I had a very big urge about standing away from him.
And so I did.
I stood up and walked away and went to stand at the the Bus post there.
While happily listening to S.H.E song and humming to it, I saw this disgusting shitty guy start to talk on the phone.
Then what happen next do you know?
He stood up, and walk to the board with the bus timings. I figured that he was waiting for 136 also and was checking the timing too because the bus was taking very long.
Just when I decided to double check the timing too and wanted to move from my holy safe spot beside the bus post to the bus timings board, I realized that that digusting black shit is masturbating and talking on the phone and checking the bus timings. (He can really multi-task, I'm amazed. wow.)
At first I was like errr.. is he doing what I am thinking?
Cause the lights there was dim so I couldn't see properly.
Then I regconise the hand motion Yiqiang, Alex, Leonard and Cheeming so kindly demostrated before for us 13A girls.
I was like what the f**k?????
(Wait, I dun mean they demostrate masturbating for us, I meant they show us how guys move their hands when they did it. With much beatings and scoldings from us after that of course.)
The first thing I did was calling Junlong.
I actually wanted to call Elysia but figured that they will be together cause they are all walking home together so I called Junlong. I told him what happened and he told me to stay away from the bus stop and asked why am I not on the bus yet.
I told him the bus haven come then he ask me faster go check the timings, but the disgusting black monkey is still there!
I took a peek to see whether he is gone or what but no lor!!!
For that moment, he was standing facing me and I dun know, showing it to the world?
(now I think back I wanna laugh sia.. HAHAHA)
I think its because I am a biology student, or because of the LOL talk session I had with 13A.
I dun feel scared or whatever.
Then finally got one chinese pedestrain walk dwn the overhead bridge..
But he is still there lar!
Then Elysia took over Junlong on the phone and told me to snap a photo.
But my camera was not with me and my phone's camera is useless.
Cause no flash...
Then I think he overheard me talking about taking photos,
He keep his digusting thing and walked away.
Like finally.
The bus came.
YAY
End of my nightmare.
Ewwww lar
I officially hate bangaladash now.
I know I shouldn't stereotype. But most of them are like this I assume.
Haiz other than this,
I really don't have motivation for today's class.
My team mate like dun trust me..
Everything I told them be it the answers for the worksheet or points for the problem statement, they either ignore or dun believe..
Most of the people in this class know each other liao
Then I am like extra..
Sick lar..
plus today is Wastewater treatment leh...
Matthew is a nice teacher.. But the class isn't..
Save me people.
Argh

Yawn

2010-05-20T14:33:00.002+08:00

*Yawn*

Due to the trip to k-box last night with my sis,
I only slept around 5 hours last night.
I can fall asleep in like 5 mins if you allow me..
anyway, there's a news about my fyp..
I dun know whether its a good news or a bad news..
The head chef that is responsible for our project left Polar.
So much for telling us first hand.
It was one week after he left that he contacted our teacher.
Idiot lor
Then now our project how sia?
I am not surprise if the purpose and the content of the project change.
Not surprise even if the project has to be dropped.
Well, the good thing is that we get to do another title for our second part of fyp..
But this is my guess cause since the guy is gone, what is the purpose of continuing it right?
Ah well..
Done with the stress part..
Now currently watching k-on, the anime..
Its so cute and funny..
Remind me strongly of my secondary school life..
And how I miss it a lot.
Why can't I stop at that time line???
Haiz haiz
and I just downloaded one Piece's movie, Strong world.
And was disappointed to realize that the movie is going to be in parts.
Each part is around 15 mins so I have to wait for the parts to come out..
Why can't they just make it into a proper movie??
Its more like a filler now lor..
Oh yaaaa
Suddenly thought of this..
if my fyp the person gone, so most likely the attachment also gone.
Then what will I do?
Hehehe..
The ice cream shop opposite my house..
HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!

Misses

2010-05-14T13:43:00.003+08:00

Misses

I miss 13A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHH
How I wish all of you are in class with me,
Think of the problem with me,
Do slides together,
Eat lunch together,
play games together,
Irritate faci together,
complain about the aircon together,
Stress about UT together,
Play games in class together and many other things........
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Feel so empty
even though its not like I very long never see them ler..
But today especially miss them..
Reason?
I dun know.. a lot..
FYP, Class, Grades..
Sad that we cannot share the 'class feeling' already..
=(
I can totally imagine if they are here..
What will they do, what will they say, how will they react..
Sian the obsessive side of me have taken over.
(>_<)

Comparisons are easily done once you
had a taste of perfection...
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you..
I wish that I was looking into your eyes..
How do I get better once I had the best..
In your eyes, I'd like to stay..

Ice cream Attack!

2010-05-11T14:22:00.003+08:00

Ice cream attack!

WHY I NEVER BRING CAMERA FOR THIS DAY??
Cos later going to Causeway for Ice cream session with Yuliana and Sharmala..
(>_<) Blame it that I rush to school today and didn't bring it.. HAIZ Hope later my Ice cream phone can help take photos.. btw, in Immunology class now, quite fun lar.. haha Cos of my team mates.. Joker sia.. hahaha! Hmm.. I think I will leave this post for now.. Will update more later! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ice cream was PACKED!!
Sad sia..
So in the end had Ajisan with Yulina instead then just take a cup of ice cream..
Haha.. Sharmala and Wan must join next time k??
Miss you two like hell
After that met with Elysia..
Haha..
well I think thats about all for this post..
tata!

Gastric

2010-05-09T18:43:00.003+08:00

Gastric

I never would have thought that one day I will get this pernament illness..
Lucky the pain will fade away due time..
(>_<) I'm having tummy aches for like 1 week ler.. almost ..
Untill on last Friday where I cannot take it I go see doctor..
Then she told me I got Gastric...
T_T
Now I cannot eat a lot of hot things, Chilli, things that are not easily digestable..
Noooooooooooo!!
lucky she never say cannot eat chocolate..
Cos what is life without Chocolate??
Siannnn....
I listened to what Yiqiang said and drank some milk and it helps a lot..
Thanks man! lol
But I hope the pain will stop soon..
I cannot walk properly lar....
Toady is mother's day..
later go take my mum out for dinner.. hehe
But I have to eat food that are light..
HAIZ
My stomach................
Sayang lar.........
dun pain ler k??
T_T
Btw, I will be posting new photos for the blog soon!
time to change profile pictures of everyone here! and the heading picture..
^^

I am so boooooored

2010-04-29T11:13:00.002+08:00

I am so boooooored

I am soooooooooooo
Boooooooooored
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
In Lab mangement Module now.
So sian lar NOTHING TO DO
Best my bro never put my mobile broadband back into my pouch then
I cannot play online games in class.
Now is best time lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sian sian sian sian
Do what now??
I wanted to recontruct this place der..
then realize I am OUT OF PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG
Sat go take like hell liao
I know its not that good but time to take out my Camera and
SHOOT

The killer of the day. --> Proteomics

2010-04-23T09:52:00.002+08:00

The killer of the day. --> Proteomics

I am sooooooo dying here..
but the module is suuuper interesting and confusing at the same time..
I already tried to absorb as much as I can till the extent that my head now is practically
seriously hurting.
Now I am digesting the information...
Simin, slowly.. slowly....
*Gurgle*
Information digesting in progress... _
Wanna have a peek what I am dealing with?
Haha..
You sure?
Go to these links then
NOTE
THESE LINKS ARE JUST THE ROUGH IDEAS...
ROUGH
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC151652/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pentose_phosphate_pathway
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Signal_peptide
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/N-terminal_end
and to summarise,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUy_Em5dXmc

Tell if you didn't die after reading all these.
What?
you dun wan to read anymore?
a wise choice.

But I still lov Proteomics..
LOL

S.H,E Concert

2010-04-18T00:46:00.003+08:00

S.H.E Concert
*emo post alert*

WHoOooooo!!!!!!!!!!
They rock man!!
I love them soooo much!!
Hahahahaha!
The concert is damm damm damm damm nice!!
And they are soo cute lar! Hahahahaha!!
The duration was 3 hours and they sang a lot of songs..
What's disappointing is just that they never sing new album's song..
but nvm its already worth my ticket money!!!
xDDD
And sadly I have to admit my camera is ...
Sad lar..
LOL I dun wanna say the S word..
Cos I still love my camera..
My camera cannot take zoom in shots sia..
and the video taking feature not that good..
Next time I will really buy a good good camera..
hahaha..
I have really created new memories for today..
Next time when I think of 17th April I will always think of S.H.E ler..
WHOOOOO!!!
S.H.E is the BEST!!!
hahaha..
^^
okok sorry people I have to apologise for not updating..
Because busy with FYP lar
everyday Mango..
but I think also not a lot people reading my blog liao.. haha..
cos I never update..
I promise I will try to update this place!!
PROMISE!!
Anyway, these few days ither than FYP, school start liao
And I participate in the School's orientation camp..
The camp not bad lar..
I didn't know screaming and Shouting for 8 hours can make me so tired..
At the end of the day I am practically dying..
Haha..
hmm oh ya btw,
I am watching a new anime series called Kaichou Wa Maid sama..
Its not hentai!! people thought maid means anime porn
LOL
But this is not..
Its a innocent romance story
And its cute!!
I finished Kimi Ni todoke too
Haha...
Hmmm what esle I did these few days??
Oh ya.. I replayed Maple..
LOL!!!!
Super old school lar this game hahahaha..
come to think of it..
I am 20 this year..
Sian sia.....
I feel so old..
20 omg..
so fast.. Year 3 liao..
What will I do after I graduate?
Even though I have plans ler... But I dun know wheher I can fulfill these tasks that I set..
Haha..
Oh and I have decided to become a bachelorette..
Hmm reason being I feel that there wun be a guy in this world that can tolerate my nonsense..
HAHAHA
And being a bachelorette is equal to being RICH ok??
Hahaha!
It means sucessful woman.. wahahaha!
but seriously I dun think there is one guy that can tolerate me.. haha
So I rather give up on hoping to find a nice guy and aim to become a bachelorette instead..
Then next time my house will be filled with lots and lots of animals LOL
maybe not.. maybe just one or two dogs..
Then I will adopt children cos I still love children..
Then I will live in a small cottage with a private garden..
then have swimming pool also..
with a lot of flowers at the main gate~~
HAHAHA
Hope this dream will come true... ....

And the past memories of this day in the past is finally released and erased...
I swear I wun think of it anymore..
It will only be remembered as a sweet dream...

Fixed

2010-04-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

Fixed

YAY
Internet fixed liao!
Whoo!!
Now I can finaly write my fyp report and all~
Hahahaha............
but my nose and head is disrupting my concentration..
Argh....
I cannot breathe and my head hurts......
(>_<)
Dun know tomoro go out with Debbie they all can make it ma.....
really lar my nose treat my body's fluid free flow der lor..
Like my body not dehydrated enough.....
okok I think I stop here..
Got a lot of things to do!!
Wahahaha!
Bye people!!

我爱雨夜花

2010-03-24T00:28:00.004+08:00

我爱雨夜花

Another new song from S.H.E!
waaa
I am super surprise when I tried listen to this song..
ITS HOKKIEN!!
HAHAHAHA!
It reminds of of Jay chou.. LOL
And I only understand half half the song..
My hokkien not that good lar..
omg and I am a Hokkien..
=p
btw,
the song is nice!
LOL
The melody all dun know why listen already can remind you of childhood memories..
Yes this song is about childhood memories..
and something bout the song make me comfortable..
LOL
I will put the song here..
Listen if you dun mind Hokkien song!!
Haha..

Haha enjoy!
I think you really have to be a S.H.E fan to like this song..

Long time no see

2010-03-22T15:46:00.004+08:00

Long time no see

I am finally
ONLINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wa lao these past weeks is HELL
My computer profile corrupted 2 times
plus Internet mobile broadband spoil.
GG lar then cannot online
That explains why you cannot see me online
My laptop is throwing tantrum
Then best is when I go to M1 to fix my mobile broadband, they say cannot fix cause no warranty
Then cos I bought this device from other distributor, they dun have my record so cannot issue me a warranty.
Like wtf
they say must go distributor ask but I called and they said they also dun have record.
Then who the hell have been billing me all these months?????
I cannot believe it lar I must really go back there again and ask until can.
argh.
if dun have warranty then have to pay 100 leh!!
100!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I will never pay lorrrrr
Grrrrrrrrrrrrr
Ohhh!!
I bling my ipod touch!!
Its now blue~~~ HAHAHA
If I ever take picture I will show~~
LOL
Yiqiang is coming back from Vietnam this Thurs!
Going to go airport fetch him LOL
Then next day is the day when S.H.E new album come out!!!!
WHOOOOOO!!!!!!
CANNOT WAIT
hahahaha!
Hope this Thurs and Fri faster come..
^^
Other than going to school and get busy with FYP the past few weeks,
I haven done anything that I have to mention here
Unless you wan me to write down what I eat, what I wear, bla bla bla..
okok
I think thats about all
I promise I will revive this place.
First I will upload photos!!
^^

Events!!

2010-02-23T01:15:00.003+08:00

Events!!

Just changed the song of my blog..
Yes! its S.H.E new song!!
Got 两个人的荒岛 cd verson and 只为爱上你 from the drama, Down with love, feat Ella!
xD
Whoooo~
Got a quite a lot of events going on...
Got Cheeming birthday, chalet..
hahahaha..
^^
Now I wun rot at home this holiday..
Yes holiday ler...
sian sian.. Now have to read fyp resource...
AHHH!!
SUUUUUUPer looong lar!!
Like read ler brain cells will die...
Oh ya! Cheeming say he wan camera for birthday..
we just give what we can then he top the rest..
hahaha..
waa so now our grp got 4 people got camera..
hehe
speaking of photos... I notice I never update my photo gallery...
LOL psps lazy lar
A lot of work leh.. go facebook can ler..
xp
Alex.. what you want for birthday?
Tell us ar.. not too ex cos the chalet suck up our money liao..
hmmm okok..
I think I will stop here..
Need to read up fyp stuff..
can die one..
ok nights people!!
^^

Finally online!!

2010-02-19T00:35:00.002+08:00

Finally Online

Yay!!
Thank you Alex for lending me his Laptop Adaptor..
My Adaptor officially buang and that is the reason why I didn't come online for the past few days..
Hahaha..
Just came home rom meeting 13A..
^^
Had lots of fun with them.. We went for dinner as usual then after that went to fitness corner
and go wild over there..
Hahaha..
Junlong almost left his laptop at the fitness corner!
And I almost left my iPod Touch in the cab.,..
SUPER HENG sia...
I will die if I lost it
Ohh and we booked a chalet!!!
WAHAHAHA!!
loooook forward to it..
Its on 5th March to 7th March...
Strictly 13A only.. Hahahaha
Confirm siao one for that 3 days 2 nights..
^^
I think I will bring my laptop there... LOL
Ohh and, I went for an interview just now at the Zoo!
Hopefully I can get in..
the say if they never contact you in a week then that means cannot ler..
Hopefully can lar..
but at the same time a little hope dun have.. LOL
Its not like I dun like the job..
Its my dream job..
But I scared I take ler my I dun have time for anything esle ler..
Cos the commitment time is WhOOO!!
LOLL
I am not complaining though..
Just that I still wanna hang out with my friends.. hahaha..
Plus fyp..
and not forgetting I am still tutoring..
we'll see..
Hmmmmm... Although never online very long liao..
But these are pretty much I wanna say... hahaha..
Let me think did I miss out anything??
hmm ya!!
CNY was.... ok lar.. HAHAHA..
Went to Elysia house on the first day.. then to grandma house lor..
The hong bao money this year is not bad lar.. haha..
Never see everyone so ya..
then this Sat going out with Debbie and Xiao Hui and Sky!!
quite long never see them ler..
^^
Miss them~~~
Then Sunday going to Malaysia~~
Wahahaha...
Whhoo busy week this week.. hahaha..
kk I think that's about all..
Cheeming's borthday is next week!!!
What we doing leh??/
Still planning in progress hahaha..
Oh and Sheena!!
If you are reading, Jin yong or Hak Yong got plan ma?
To Miss Lim's house.. haha.. I wanna goo..
I miss her 3 princesses.. LOL
Tell me ya?
Kk signing off now..
Nights people!!!

in Library

2010-02-11T13:48:00.004+08:00

In Library

*Wanring, this is quite an emo post.. *

Just finished my Molecular and Cell Biology Ut..
I can say it is easy lar.. haha can do.. but as usual, I cannot finish the paper..
Sian sia.. hahaha
but at least this time round I know how to do and I am quite confident about it.. Hahah
But a lot of people say they know how to do sia.. which is not good cos it means the moderation will be lowered..
Hmmm.. Hope my marks will turn out ok..
Now in Library waiting for stupid Wenliang to finish his Advanced Maths Ut..
I told him before dun take cos it will be damm hard.. Dun listen lar..
Haha.. now telling me he suffering.. LOL
Hope he will do ok for his exam lar..
Whoo just saw Lewis..
Haha can say I miss my teapot gang..
Wonder how the others are doing...?
Mr.Peck.. Airiz... Mrs. Lau.. everyone..
(I dun miss Mr.ong though.. xp)
Sian sia.. this year 20 ler leh.. The feeling is like wa.. old liao..
Haiz.. haha midlife crisis again..
I have to stop thinking about this.. make me more emo nia..
Anyway, I am quite cinvinced that I will be single for life..
I dun know.. boys nowadays cannot be trusted..
I dun know how to trust them sia..
Treat you so well.. give you attention.. then keep looking for you.. Then best part?
Got gf liao..
Then you will dot when you find out about that
Haha.. maybe I was reading the lines too much.. but oh well..
I am not so affected.. Haha.. its just a small crush..
I think I will rather wait untill the chance come and find me than me go looking for it ba..
But again who will want a girl like me? LOL!
plus the feeling of wanting a boyfriend isn't that strong anymore..
Like.. have one so? lol
and the idea of being a bachelorette seems appealing...
You can be quite rich then after that to avoid loneliness, Adopt!
Hahaha..
See lar.. I used to believe in fairy tales.. Untill I realized that these kind of things..
only really happen in fairy tales (And Manga =p).. and maybe to people in the last generation where human are more trustable..
Yes I know I am slow to realize this.. Haha.. I was hoping for a miracle till now..
omg this post is getting crappy.. Hahaha..
ok stop emo-ing liao..
Have to start my fyp research..
^^
Super enthu about doing fyp.. dun know why.. Hahaha..
Bye people!!
Till next time!!

iPod Touch!

2010-02-09T20:14:00.003+08:00

iPod Touch!

YAYAYAYA!!
I got my ipod!!!
Hahahaha
Oh man Ilove it..
ok leave this aside..
I got something more happy to say..
I IMPROVE ON MY GRADES LER!!!!!!!
I passed 3 of the UT 2!!!
WHAHAHAHAHA
YAYAYAYAY!!!!
I am soooo happy!!
I thought I will fail lar
Hahahaha... heng sia.. Heng..
^^
Hmm.. these few days never omline...
Cos online ler also dun know do what..
So never online...
But I think I will online more frequent ler ba now.. cos of my UT.. Haha
Sorry people who are looking for me pass few days..
Haha.. okok I think I stop here now.. Not much to say..
ohh!! Any my laptop turn into Windows 7 ler!!
Cos need to reformat... lol
Sian...
Ah well..
kk bye!!

兩個人的荒島

2010-02-02T11:19:00.004+08:00

兩個人的荒島~

S.H.E new song!!!
Whoo!!
Damm nice~~~
Love S.H.E!!!

The song reminds me of the Anime, Toradora and Kimi Ni Todoke...

LOL
Hebe's voice power at one point!!!
Damm high lar
Dun think a lot of peope in this world can reach
serious!!
Below is the song~~
Hahaha..
Not so clear lar cos live der
^^
I love S.H.E forever~

Lyrics

兩個人的荒島

太慌张的拥抱我们只剩一秒

世界崩溃成一座孤岛

这里没有人也没有时间不用思考

再没有后路可找

不需证明天荒地老

明天的诺言

交给明天去实现

这爱的誓言哪怕痛苦多过甜

下雨了两个人的荒岛（我和你的荒岛）

淋湿了就知道谁会比谁更胆小

我梦见了两个人的荒岛你要不要（给谁找）

baby跟我逃然后永远从地图上擦掉

*Repeat*

一起看天亮了除了爱以外我什么都不要~

S.H.E Concert

2010-02-01T21:38:00.002+08:00

S.H.E Concert.

Oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!!

I got the tickets!!!

Whooo!!!!!

Wahahahahahaha

Hereby thank Elysia for pei-ing me go...

Hahahaha.. I can't wait till 17th April!

Hmm yes its 'That' day..

(For people who are obsessed with me will know hat I mean)

Hopefully this 17th April can make me new memories...

The tickets are with Elysia for safe keeping~ LOL

Just in case I lose it even though thats quite impossible..

Sian sia UT3 coming...

Have to study liao

This 50% test...

Hopefully I wun have to repeat module...

Not much to update here..

These few days are the same..

Sch sleep sch sleep work sleep

LOL

No life iao no life liao..

argh

His smile melts my heart~

Renuion

2010-01-22T13:06:00.003+08:00

Renunion

WhooOo!

Found 2 more friends on FB..

FB you rock!!

LOL

Now I am in contact with Bee Shuan and Jin Xiong again ler!!

So happy!!

xDDD

Haha lets see if I can be able to find everyone back.. =))

now in school lor..

nothing to do..

Finished my slides liao.. now surfing..

Oh yaaaaaa!!!!

For those who are chasing One piece,

ACE IS FREEEEEEE~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah baby!!!!!

Luffy finally saved him with th help of Mr.3!!!

WAHAHA!!!

Climax lar the manga now..

I wonder when they print this chapter out on the exact book?

Recntly episode 57 just came out..

Haha.. my manga library is expanding like hell..

As I found another series to buy.. xD

Anyway,

Tomoro go watch Toothfairy!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha..ahhhhhhh~~

I think this month and next month will bankrupt..

Cos Buying iPod Touch, watch movie, g kbox with Debbie and Xiao Hui,

Buy S.H.E concert Ticket (YES I AM GOING!!!)

Plus still have Leonard's birthday pressie..

Oh god..~

LOL

ok lar I think I post till here.. in class..

Wahaha..

Bye people~!

Because S.H.E rocks

2010-01-18T15:56:00.003+08:00

Because S.H.E rocks

Yes, S.H.E rocks..
They coming to Singapore on April 10!!!!
xDDDDD
ok I came to revive this blog a little.. LOL

My blog song is Jap.. LOL from an anime called

Kimi Ni Todoke..

Damm nice... hahaha
Sian lar these few days.. Its not like I am busy..
Just.. Dun wanna come online.. Hahaha I also dun know why..
Sorry Elysia!!!
This Sat planning to watch Tooth Fairy!!! Its The Rock leh!!!
For now, Alex, Junlong, Leonard, Joanna and Elysia said yes..
The rest if you change your mind tell me kk???
^^
Now busy helping my uncle translating his resume into chinses..
I am dying lar!! cos it 6 pages loooong and some of the English words I dun recognise sia..
and I cannot help but keep straying off my 'work'..
Facebook is too distracting lar!!
Saw something there that make my heart skip a beat..
And then again, why should my heart skip a beat?
Hope I wasn't thinking too much.. lol
Anyway, Xiao Hui added me in Facebook!!
YAY!!
Looong time never see her ler!!!
Debbie and the rest also..
misses!!
And now they planning to go out on 20th Feb!! YAY!!!!!
Wahahahahaha!!
Look forward to it.. miss them a lot..
Oh and guess what!!
I am buying an ipod Touch!!!
oh yeah!
Hahahaha.. dun ask me..
suddenly feel like buying.. LOL
Wa Simin dun anyow spend money ar!!!
But I swear this is the last gadget I am going to get.
I swear!
ok lar I thinkI stop here.. hav to shower, let Huiping use com a while thengo back to help my uncle translate his resume.. LOL
Bye people!!

今、ただ知りたいの　永遠じゃない
このままずっと見ていたいけど
その空いっぱいの紙ひこうきくらいになって
ひとつだけ見つけて

ありがとう　愛は必要とされる事で伸びていける
笑って私が2人の距離を楽しめたらいいのに

｢分からない」それが答えなんだって
シャボン玉飛ばそう　空までは
きっと届かないうちに壊れちゃう

今、ただ知りたいの　永遠じゃない
このままずっと見ていたいけど
その空いっぱいの紙ひこうきぐらいになって
ひとつだけ見つけて

伝えたい　彼が積み上げた想いの頂上
見えない私からはね　その世界の中で私は何になれるの？

ただ知りたいの　永遠じゃない
このままずっと見ていたいけど
その空いっぱいの紙ひこうきぐらいになって
泣き出しそうよ

2人がもう少し　認めあえば
少しだけ見つめて
ゆれてる愛の花

And Chocolate Saves the Day!

2010-01-12T00:09:00.002+08:00

And Chocolate saves the day!

well, the results came out today.. and its not hard guessing that I got a D7 again

three 7 in a row.

Jackpot lar! HAHAHA

I dun feel sad, I dun feel depressed.

I feel nothing.

I guess I have given up long ago without me knowing.

But I know somehow I felt a little disappointed.

Thats why I asked Junlong, Leonard and Yiqiang out for Chocolate fondue..

Forgot to update Cheeming.. SORRY!!!

The chocolate brought me back to life..

It's... HEAVEN

And we saw Mr.Stanley Tan!!

Haha.. pictures will be up on Facebook but I guess I will put some here too..

it will be on my Photo gallery.. when I update ler will inform..

Limay got her Science Results too!

She passed it wil a C6

Congratz! hahaha.. my sis managed to pss her overall points

25.

All D7 except for her Humanities, B3 and Chinese, A1.

She lucky she is eligible for design courses lor.. an she is interestedin design ever since young...

but whether she can get in is another problem lar.. haha..

I will try to get her into Junlong's course too.. Since Junlong is able to intro students in..

I want to watch ToothFairy!!!!

Anyone interested? LOL

kk lar I think I upload photos ler go sleep liao..

Signing off here..

Nights people!!

O levels. Again.

2010-01-10T23:06:00.002+08:00

O levels, Again

Sia lar.. tomoro take results for O levels maths AGAIN

for the THIRD time..

Thinking back is like what the hell man..

Three times take leh

Haiz.. I hate maths and it completely ruin my life.

Because of it, I cannot go to my dream course even if my points are enough.

But I dun care anymore..

tomoro come out, fail fail lor. of course pass best lar.. then my criteria for DAE will be met..

if fail well, I just have to work hard and get 3,2 and upbove for my GPA nd pray

that the school will give me that Diploma cert.

I will still drown myself in Chocolate if I fail.. Hahaha...

Asked Yiqiang to come.. and Cheeming.. Hope Junlong and Leo can make it to...

okok lar.. I think thats about all I wanna say for today..

Super tred after working..

Sian next week onwards will be myself again cos XueFen and Jolyn not there liao

Hope Kim will come by the store then can talk..

Or I will decompose from 10 to 8 again..

I MISS SHERMIN, SHEENA AND I dun know why, ALEX.

ALEX OI!

COME OUT!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Longing List

Longing to see --> ALEX, YIQIANG, SHEENA, SHERMIN, YULINA,

Longing to eat --> Pineapple tart and CNY goodies.. hehehe

Longing to watch --> Toothfairy

Longing to do --> Sleep for a thousan year and dun wake up

second semester

2010-01-03T22:51:00.002+08:00

Second Semester

Just came back from town..

Haha met Elysia, Yiqiang and Daryl to watch Avatar just now..

Whoo! damm nice.. Lucky never watch 3D

Although 3D will be nice but then I will get a headache if I did... LOL

Movie is bout well, I guess most of you know ler.. At first I thought it will be quite lame after watcing the trailer..

but hell was I wrong..

I love every minute of it.. And for those who watched would have know about the bird monster..

I would love to have one man!!!

Hahahaha!!

Next movie!!

CHIPMUNKS!!

OLD DOGS!!!

Hahaha..

but if anyone got downloaded one I wan.. hehehe

sian tomoro start school...

And got MCB UT..

I should be studying now lar really...

I hope tomoro's lesson won't be so sian..

I miss having proper classes...

T_T

okok start of school... don't miss any of my classmates..

LOL

well except for my mermaids and others..

New year! and I reeeeeally gotta work hard..

Or I can bet my money that my GPA will sucks this sem.. HAHAHA

Go go go!!!!

2010

2010-01-01T04:32:00.003+08:00

2010

Its........ NEW YEAR!!!
Oh yeah.. celebrated at Joanna house with Yiqiang, Junlong, Leonard, Limay, Joanna and Cheeming..

^^
Had lots of fun hahaha.. photos will be up soon.. though most of them will be at Facebook..

Thanks Alex for lending me your laptop wire..

It look so new lar.. dun dare use sia.. LOL

anyway back to 2010..

Hmm

Thinking back of 2009, the biggest thing that happened is that I moved from Hougang to Ang mo kio..

Haiz..

Still dun like AMK.. lol but getting used to it ler.. Miss Hougang soooo much...

The regret of 2009.. hmm

Not really much lar..actually is cannot really remember.. LOL!!!

but the first thing I lost os Shermin's ring...

T_TiIt slipped off my finger when I failed to ran up the bus 88!!!

Then I wanted to look for it but there are a lot of cars as I dropped the ring near the traffic...

Sad lar!!!! So sorry Shermin!!!

(>_<)

And now my finger feels weird without a ring there...

Well, thanks for the care and concern for the past few yeas people!

And for those whom I just met, Nice to meet you!!

Hope we can create more memories in 2010!!

Happy new year!!!!

xDDD

Mid-life crisis

2009-12-30T02:58:00.002+08:00

Mid-Life Crisis

These few days so aimless...

I also dun know what to write here..

lol

Feel so aimless

Feel so useless

What am I born for?

What use can I be?

What's the meaning of life?

lol this is what I call mid-life crisis..

So young sia.. then have mid-life crisis liao..

I should not have went to RP

I should have stayed back and repeat Sec 5

Or into ITE

At least I will learn more there

RP teach shit

Cos I realize I never really learn anything from the teachers there

They wun even teach

All they do is give you links and slides and confusion

No wonder they are called Faci instead of teachers

I dun have a sense of belonging there since we keep changing class

Its more of a lan shop to me than a school

Sian

Republic poly,

The biggest mistake of my life

Two is better than One

2009-12-21T00:24:00.002+08:00

Two is better than One

Today so haaaappy!!!!!!!!!

I finally talked to Ying Hao la!! YAY!!

After so many years! LOL

For people who dun know who is he, he is my childhood friend a.k.a my small uncle..

Ever since 8 or 7 years ago, we suddenly nevr talk which makes me super sad...

Then today got a small family bbq ma.. then my dad go fetch him.. Then before going to the bbq place which is just outside my workplace, they came to my workplace first..

then I saw him, gave a shocked place, then smile at eah other than wa lah!

xDDD

So long never talk ler!!

although its only a few sentence..

Hahahaha..

maybe next time can talk to him easier ler ba...

=))

Miss him so much lar.. LOL

Haha I post today just to talk about this..HAHAHA!

This is not incest ok?? ok lar I admit I used to like him when I am tiny..

Cos that time young ma how you know the word, Incest?

but ow understand ler lar..

Just very happy that can talk ler you know..

Anyway!

Tomoro going to east coast with Alex, Yi Xin (Alex's dear dear), Junlong, Yiqiang and Leonard..

Hope the rental wun so ex.. LOL

Then planning to goPulau Ubin for X'mas!!! HAHAHA

Shiok ar!!

Loooking forward.. hahaha..

ok lar update till here..

Next time then upload photos..

I remember every look on your face

The way you roll your eyes, The way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's ok

I'm finally now believing

Maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

Maybe Two is better than One

There's so much time

To figure out the best of my life

And you've already got me coming undone...

And I'm thinking,

Two is better than One..

I don't know why but my mind is flooded with you today...

Forgiveness is important

2009-12-16T23:40:00.003+08:00

Forgiveness is Important

Its Tuesday again!

oh yeah~ hahahaha!

Last Sat went clubbing with Leonard, Junlong, Elysia, Alex and Wenliang..

Had fun lar.. but no so much because I keep thinking of work the next day

Then true enough, I work like a zombie when i reach the farm next afternoon.. hahahaha

but nvm lar.. happy can liao..

They telling me to work on x'mas sia.. and I dun thnk got double pay or whatever der..

Dun wana work liao.. must tell them..

Sian sian..

I feel like jumpinng ler..

Dun feel like working there anymore..

Its not that I hate the place..

Its just that I have gained what I want there ler..

Knowledge bout dogs product...

Now I wanna learn grooming skills..

So I wanna look for grooming lessons and work at a groomer's shop..

But I like very what sia.. LOL

Have to think properly..

have to plan where to go for X'mas!!!!!

omg.. have to find places that is fun to go and not so much spending der

My dad suggest stay at home. LOL

okok I think I stop here... I will upload pictures tomoro.. now lazy...

hehehehe..

kk till next time people!!!

To forgive is to let go of all the hatred you have of the person.

And this is hard to achieve.

I want to "forgive" something that you will do in the future

It will be SUPER hard.

But I will try.

And 思敏，remember to 公私分明!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Longing list

Longing to see --> Shermin, Sheena, Yuliana, Yiqiang, Cheeming, Alex

Longing to watch --> Princess and the Frog, Alvin and the Chipmunks 2

Longing to eat --> CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!!!!!!!!

Longing to do --> Forget what I am hearing and seeing

Sian sian Tuesday

2009-12-08T18:27:00.003+08:00

Sian Sian Tuesday

Sian sia..

Stayed at home the whole afternoon just to update the Random tab in this blog..

But anyway its not called the Random tab but the Photo Gallery now because

the only things I post are photos anyway.. hahaha...

So people espcially Junlong, do check out the 49 photos ar..

Its not all though.. cos there are actually 104 photos in total and I would have died

if I have to edit all of them and uploaded it here..

Ohh and looooooook

Yesss its my phone!!!!!!

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I love it like hell....

And my wall paper is my beloved G-Dragon!!

Cos my phone look so innocent and sweet so I select the theme, White.

then I remember I have this photo of G-Dragon in white and thought that it will suit

the look of my phone and yes it did..! Hahahaha

and for the LED lights..

Hahaha.. I put 13A there..

xDDD

I loooooove my phone...!!!

YYYY

kk have to stop talking about my phone liao hahaha..

Anyway, went to k-box yesterday with Elysia and sang untill our throat tore..

LOL

Best ar..

We practically select the whole number of songs avaliable at Avril's page.. HAHAHA

oh and I got addicted to the new anime series, Full Metal Alchemist" Brotherhood.

Downloading the whole lot of episodes out now.. HAHAHA

and lastly..

xDD

okok... I think thats about all I wanna say...

Bye people!!

XOXO

P.S I realize I am a Pink freak.. LOL and not Hot pink, its Sweet pink!

Omg

半情歌

2009-12-07T16:07:00.002+08:00

半情歌

I love this song~~!

Its from 命中注定我爱你..

But its not playing on my blog..

SOON! Haha

Lazy to go change my codes...

Anyway!!

I got a NEW PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its.............

LG ICE CREAM!!!!!!

PINK DER!!!!!!!!!!

KYAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love it like hell

So super cute

At first Alex and Elysia got tell me get this phone ler

But cos I wan camera phone si never think of getting..

But since I have a proper camera now..

Then .. HAHAHA!

Yay!!

okok. I think I update till here first...

Cos meeting Elysia for k-box session

Hehehe..

Bye people!!

In life Shit happens!

2009-12-04T10:01:00.001+08:00

In life shit happens!

Yes, Elysia's quote in life is my title today.

Damm Sian!!

today suppose to go MCB lesson, but I thought today lab then went to the library instead..

THEN I realize that its lesson not lab.. But a little too late lar..

Cos lesson start almost 2 hours liao go also no use..

I rather self-study..

Sian sia I HOPE I won't fail this module..

One of my fav leh

But cos of the timing of the lesson I keep late and absent-ing

Cannot like that ler!!!!!!!!!!!!

My other module also, cannot late ler!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hereby swear that from today onwards I won't miss a lesson of any module and

I will go class on time.

I MUST pass my modules..

Another thing.

Today, I've learn not to trust people other than

13A, My mermaid gang, my primary sch frens, my wives and family.

I swear I wun repeat my mistake EVER again.

I thought you can be trusted, well, you just proved that you can't be.

what's those extra sentences for?

Please lor I love and dote on her more than anyone esle lor, other than her family of course

(People, I am not lesbian, I just treat my female friends as wives)

If its not for her, I could have yell at your face.

I don't know what esle you had said to her but I tell you,

if we ever quarral or whatever because of you,

You will get it from me.

Enough said.

P.S I will update random Tab by next Wed.. Sorry Junlong and others who are waiting.. LOL

even if I misunderstand you and you actually didn't mean what you said,

You still proved to not to be trusted.

So there.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Longing List

Longing to see --> Yuliana, Wan , Sheena, Shermin

Longing to watch --> Alvin and the chipmunks 2, Avatar

Longing to eat --> Chocolate Fondue (leonard and Yiqiang I am still waiting~)

Longing to do --> Attend MCB lessons... T_T

Syaoran and Sakura

2009-11-26T22:55:00.004+08:00

Syaoran and Sakura

Sorry.. BUT....

HAHAHAHAHA

Thanks to my sister watching Sakura The Movie : The sealed card,

I got addicted to this series again.

Being watching from season 3 since 2 days ago....

Syaoran~~~~~~~

OMG he is soooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And Sakura~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

okok..

sorry am obsessed......

Wahahaha!

okok enough of that..

Not much to post really..

Just wanna express out my obsession..

HAHAHAHA!!!!!

okok later!!

2009-11-23T01:54:00.002+08:00

Camera!

I GOT MY NEW CAMERA!!!!!
Oh yay!!!
wahahaha!.
now I dun need to buy good phone liao cos now I got camera...
Hahahahaha
Its Casio EX-Z33 model.. It look like something like this.....

Yeeeeesss Its pink in colour.. Hahaha..

I love it to core.. My camera rocks!

Here are some of the photos I took!

xDDD

There are more, will tell you all where to see it in the meantime...

Waaaa I am sooooo tired..

I think I stop here first...

Night people!!!!!!

My camera ROCKS

ALEX YOU TAI ME!!

The IT fair never sell hard disk lor!!!!!

Hard Disk

2009-11-17T11:07:00.002+08:00

Hard disk

I need a hard disk and fast!

My lap top freezes up every now and then and its driving me crazy

Alex told me that this Fri got IT fair...

Yiqiang and maybe Leo and Alex said to go with me..

Hope can get a good one there..

I wan a 500 GB one.. WAHAHA

My computer left 13GB of space nia lar

as Alex and Yiqiang said, can throw away liao

Sick sia..

Ah well...

Btw, yesterday actually go buy hard disk der..

But after what Alex told me bout Friday, I just went to see see only..

Asked Leo and Yiqiang to accompany me..

At first go Joanna house return her stuff first.. Then after that reach Courts at 10

LOL the place closing liao lar

But nvm lar at least I get to see around what price the Hard disk will cost..

Saw a new Creative mp3 player... Like touch screen one..

Maybe getting a new mp2 then give Xin yi my Creative Zen stone..

Yiqiang say IT fair got sell mp3 so I'll see bout it..

Friday who wan go with me???

Sms me ar.. haha IT fair leh.. LOL

Think will ask Limay Cheeming and Elysia..

Junlong not free.. =(

Like long long never see him ler..

Anyway anyway..

Yesterday manage to lure ah Blue out..

Took a few pictures..

ok I know my cam now sucks and it blurry and all

But nvm lar temporary nia..

Here are the pictures!!

Blue is still so cute and soft.. kyaaaaaa

And he is forever hungry.. Hungry untill go inside the tub..

(no lar actually is I put him there one.. lol xP)

Tracy is still Fluffy!!

Haha their friendship is still so sweet~

ok thats all..

I want a Camera to take better pictures!!!!!!

T_T

Wargh

2009-11-10T11:11:00.003+08:00

Wargh

I dun know why but Alex's "Wargh" is my heading for this post..

lol damm random..

Sian sian sian sian..

I cannot believe I am still sick..

3 weeks ler leh! omg..

Skipped work on Sunday to rest at home..

Salary just came in so bought quite a lot of stuff..

Not a lot lar.. just one new jeans and three new top..

waa have to control myself..

Anyway, anyway

Later got Psychology UT!!

WARGH!

die lar..

Hope I can cope later.... Please please dun set the UT so hard...

Haiz still pondering over should I get a phone or a camera..

Actually wanted to get camera ler..

cos I notice the things that I will potentially lose are the things that I always hold on hand..

Like Phone... wallet...

Whereas my DS, mp3 never had a chance to get lost cos they are always inside my bag...

So camera will also be in my bag...

Thats why...

But then...

The temptation of getting a nice nice phone come to me again when I passed by

Singtel, M1 and Starhub all in one shot...............................

WARGH

Haiz I think when I have the money ler then decide ba...................

Now just but Hard disk, lens and others first.....

P.S oh I know why Alex always say WARGH liao!!!

Cos thats how Donald duck sounds and he is like Donald Duck!!!

I know, damm random.....

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Longing List

Longing to see --> Wan, Alex, Yiqiang, Limay, Cheeming, Elysia, Sheena, Yuliana

Longing to watch --> Jennifer's body

Longing to do --> Get more money

Longing to eat --> CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!!!!! YIQIANG AND LEONARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can I reach him?

2009-11-06T14:40:00.006+08:00

Can I reach him?

Sian sia these few days

Actually not sian is bored..

Phone lost now use back old phone...

Then I am in dillemma on whether to get a phone or get a camera

Phone because the price and megapixel compared to a camera, its much more cheaper and worthwhile.

Camera because what if I lost my phone again?

Then I still have my camera... cos the phone I using now lost also nvm..

as to me photos are more important..

A camwhore here.. LOL

How sia how how how?

Next Sat going to Debbie's house to play.. Haha

Mahjong siao liao..

Hope can see Xiao hui... long time no see her..

Hooked up to Claymore.

Junlong lar! now I cannot stop reading the manga...

I think thats about all I can say for now..

not much happen this week thats why never update..

lol

Ps ar those following my blog...

~~Can I reach him?~~

~~The thing is he don't even know my name~~

~~And I always find myself looking at his direction in class..~~

~~The only time we get to interact is when it is discussion time..~~

~~Maybe one day when we get into the same team things can get better...~~

~~lol maybe he is already taken..~~

~~I mean how can a cute guy be unattached?~~

~~Ah well, a new friendship won't hurt~~

~~but what is this feeling I am feeling whenever I attend this class?~~

~~Are thoses glances imaginary or reality?~~

Don't have liao.. LOL!!

赔了夫人又拆兵

2009-10-30T13:47:00.005+08:00

赔了夫人又拆兵

First, talk bout happy things first...

ok, burden is off because Maths papers are finally over....

Its quite easy though, easier than last year

Hope I can pass.

Next, watched Fame with Shermin.

Haha.. love the show.. watch ler will leave ou a very nice feeling...

enjoyed my time with Shermin.. Next time go out more kk?

then finally today.

Halloween

A Halloween I will never forget.

I had fun, at first.

Dressing up as an angel was a nice experience..

Met Nadya and took a picture with her..

Took lots of picture with Joanna and Leonard and Slyvester..

Joanna dressed up as Crow and Slyverster as an Akatsuki member of Naruto..

Queued up for the free fortune teller thing and the fortune teller told me I have a long

life but if I dun start to take care of my body more, sleep more, I will be very weak

My love life is strong.. and carreer is good too.

But must study harder..

Leonard one funny sia.. the person like read his mind then tell him what he wanna know

which is, that he lottery luck will come after the age of 30..

LOL

after that rode on the Roller coaster, then because we last ride so get to ride two times..

Oh and I am lucky that I got into the the event for free.

Because before we went to the place, got one auntie gave us two admission ticket

telling us that they didn't wanna go anymore and we can have it..

So Joanna and I got in for free.. hahaha...

then after that went to Coffee Bean and slack a while before we go home

And this is where it starts.

when we were walking towards the bus stop to go home,

I found out that, I lost my phone.

FUCK

I quickly call my number to check whether anyone took it.

but it was off.

and that was the sign that indicates that someone had took it and off the pone already

I panicked and told Joanna where is her bus stop to go home and went back to

eHub's toilet where I think is the most possible place where I lost it.

But of course there was no sign of it.

Then next thing. Joanna called and said there is no bus.

I am like what? Because I was 100% sure that there is bus 3 for her to go home.

Then I went to the bus stop to meet her and checked.

and fuck

The last bus is 1 plus, correct

but the bus will stop going back to Punggol after 1145

I can do nothing but stare at the board and feel like wanting to die.

So no choice, have to flag cab.

Then best, no cab for us to flag.

SHIT SIA

then my phone

FUCK

I never feel so helpless before.

after 20 mins of hell, a empty taxi finally came and we got onto it.

Then reached home at around 1:30a.m

Still thinking of my phone now

My contacts all gone..........................................................

How now?

I know I can get contacts of my friends from msn and all

but my contacts for my previous workplace how sia?

I have to contact them to get my money

Die liao lor..

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really wanna scream and kick something

MY PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

come back.......................................................

Still the same

2009-10-27T03:14:00.005+08:00

Still the same

YAY

Finally get to see some of the 13 Alliance today..

Tomoro can see more

WAHAHA

Sianz tomoro maths paper one..

and here I am not sleeping or revsing and surfing the net

But I got study a little ok??

Haiz

Simin ar Simin...

Anyway, things seems to light up today...

but then after a while.. realize that actually its still the same compared to 2 years ago..

I really got to get my butt leaving and moving sia..

lol

ah well..

Simin is famous for staying in a place longer than needed..

HAHAHA

And Sheena's sms hit me like a nuclear bomb when I was thinking about things..

Thanks Sheena as it cleared some of my doubts..

Althought its a chain message..

LOL

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Longing List

Longing to see --> Elysia, Limay, Joanna, Vaish, Xueming, Yuliana, Shermin, Sheena

Longing to do --> Chocolate therapy, get over maths

Longing to eat --> Chocolate Fondue

Longing to watch --> Jennifer's body, Fame

I'm giving up so just catch me...

To Yuliana

2009-10-26T00:47:00.003+08:00

To Yuliana

I know its a little too late..

But I just got to know the news...

Sorry Yuliana, for not being there when you needed support..

I'm sorry to hear about the news..

Cheer up ya?

I am sure he doesn't want to see you and the others sad...

Smile ok?

I know its hard to but you have to get over this phase of sadness..

There's not much I can do...

but remember if you want someone to talk to, someone to make you laugh

Find me.

I will try to put a smile on your face.

Ah-ma's fried egg

2009-10-25T23:44:00.002+08:00

Ah-ma's fried egg

I missed my Grandma so much!

and today finally I get to see her..

and after a day of hard work..

I went to my uncle's house to find her cooking dinner for me

and that salty smell..

Her fried eggs...

Heaven

I miss her cooking man!

I stuff my mouth with her soup, veggies and the fried egg.

So happy for her that she is now living in Sengkang with my uncle..

But she told me she cannot really get used to it and most of the tme she is alone..

Kinda sad..

but better than she live in the previous house..

kena used like maid like that..

and yes I wanna shout this out.

I MISS THE 13 ALLIANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ONE WEEK

(and more)

never see you all leh!

can you believe it???

I dun care must meet up like tomoro or something.. hahahaha

These few days stil the same lar..

and I am still coughing..

dun know when then stop..

cough untill sian, untill scold myself shut up..

haiz haiz..

OH and I swear that I become slimmer...

with all those things I moved at the shop,

it will be Miracle that I am still chubby..

I think I am really developing bicepts..

oh well..

Simin jia you jia you jiayou!

*Ignoring the fact that Tuesday is the Maths O level paper*

To laugh or to cry

2009-10-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

To laugh or to cry

waaa....

Blog dusty liao..

well its not my fault..

I know it sounds stupid but yes,

I got the influenza thing AGAIN.

the dun know what H2N3 one..

Shit sia!

And also I hereby swear that I will

NEVER STEP INTO POLYCLINIC AGAIN

Because I am allergic to Panadol ma then the clinic only have panadol for fever...

=____=

Nvm its ok.. second thing

the medicine they give me dun know why in a way,

make me more sick...

my family and myself find me coughing more and more after drinking the

medicine..

And my cough is not normal cough.. its that kind that can go for a looong time..

if I am not wrong my record for non stop coughing is around 1 to 2 minutes.

I tell you, its not a nice feeling.. my whole body is aching like hell...

and third, the Doctor.

I think its fate.

This doctor is the same doctor I've seen last time when I went for

X-ray for my legs...

And she failed to answer why my bones are like that..

In the end she just give me a rough answer that maybe I strain my muscles.

Maybe huh?

and do muscles make cracking sound?

Some kind of Doctor she is.

So now, when I step into the consultation room and see this Doctor again.

My head just automatically says, "Ah shit, I think I will die in her hands."

AND BELIEVE ME OR NOT I ALMOST DID.

I told her I am allergic to Panadol she dun believe me sia!

She ask what will happen to me when I eat it.

I say I will become bloated or something.

Then she say, "oh no lar thats not allergy thats side effects.." then she happily

key in Panadol for me to eat.

I striaght away think of what my previous (Trustworthy) doctor, saying that if I

eat Panadol again there will be possibility that I'll die. (now you know how to kill me)

Then I quickly tell her "no no! my doctor told me I really cannot eat"

She then looked at me and asked, "where is the swelling? eyes?"

I said "No, its the whole body" (Dun laugh people. xp)

"oh ya then its allergy..." she said.. then she took panadol off the list.

I am like wtf lar!

Then she ask me stupid questions again.

She ask when is the last time my menses come..

(That time she also ask me when she check my leg)

I told her just finish. then she ask izzt regular..

I told her no mine is not regular..

Then she ask "but at least every month got come right?"

(WTF I said its not regular right?)

I replied no.. then she ask 2 3 months? Actually is 4 5 months but to prevent

anymore nonsense from her I said got.

and you know what she ask?

"You are not pregnant right?"

LIKE WTF?!?!

HELLO???

I replied with the laughing but obviously irritated tone "No?"

after that she finish typing bla bla bla then sent me out.

Stupid lar.. I think she even diagnose wrongly lor..

cos the influenza thing I got last time, my fever is 39 to 40 and went on

for 3 to 4 days..

but this only half a day my fever gone liao (thanks to ice packs)

and this time its the coughing that is non stop..

But nvm she gave me 5 days MC..

LOL

But then I kinda hate it..

I want to go school!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cos I love the lessons this sem lar..

shit sia.....

Anyway, the job that I got at Pet movers is good..

I love it there and I already kinda am familar with the things there ler..

All the dogs are so cute!!!

okok I think I will stop here..

I actually wanted to do my maths today cos the exams are next week

and Limay's practical is tomoro..

JIA YOU LIMAY!!!

But my headache is 10/10 today..

and yes it took me one hour to finish this entry lol

cos I really dun feel so good..

I think I will rest now..

bye people..

Sore Throat

2009-10-13T14:36:00.002+08:00

Sore Throat

Argh the title above says it all..

SORE THROAT SUCKS

Cannot even eat the chocolates Junlong bought for me...

(>_<)

Anyway, kinda accidentaly join the Trekking CCA in my school..

Shermin help me intro then Ta-da!

Thurs and Tues got training.. hmm..

(LOL what have I got myself into???)

Happy lar got CCA plus is go other country one..

But time for friends and family.. LOL

lessen AGAIN.

Plus my Maths...............................................................

ok... I will try and see lar.. if I like the CCA then good lar..

(Hope got people I know since that is the biggest factor for me.. I mean.. Look at Diving and Archery!)

Ok will stop here.. about time to present my slides.. lol

Till next time!!

Last day!!!!

2009-10-11T14:49:00.004+08:00

Last day!!!

Oh yeah!!
Last day on the bar...
SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!
And yes my interview for the Pet Movers was a sucess.
^^
Looooooking forward in working there....
Wahahaha!
Thanks Junlong and Leonard for coming to my bar at night yesterday to
"save" me from kena drag to another place by my bar manager..
They wanted to dun know go where drink lar..
Heng sia..
But anyway at Pets movers..
I work there as a Full-time basis..
Work only on Saturday and Sunday and $50 per day
When my experience increase, so does my pay!
Oh yeah!
Hahahaha...
The only thing now that I have to worry is walking there..
maybe I will get a bike and locked it at the bus stop then when I alight I can ride
in the farm...
But then how to get out at night? LOL
Plus now I have to re-read books about dogs..
So that my salary will increase when they move me to the puppies section...
Hehehe...
OMG heaven...
Tp be surrounded by dogs and puppies every weekend.........

Psychology

2009-10-06T12:31:00.003+08:00

Psychology

Today first day of school..

Hahaha..

Best thing is

I am early for class.

SUPER EARLY

got reason der..

I reach class at 9:20a.m, wothout knowing that class starts at 10a.m

LOL!

Lucky is not start at 8:30.. or I die liao..

today is Psychology..

Its quite fun lar..

and I think the school will try to relate to Science more..

hmm..

Cos first lesson is about 5 senses and faci want a lot of scientific explanations..

But overall is fun.. Faci is damm nice..

=DD

yay..

Next time can start lesson at 10 on Monday.. Tuesday and Wed as usual 9:15 then Friday starts at 8:30..

Jia you Simin!!!!

And for the interview on Sat.. Jia you!!!

I can do it!!!

*Shit sia PP haven finish.. AHHHH!!*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Longing List

Longing to watch --> Fame, Surrogate, Meatball something

Longing to eat --> Cheesecake

Longing to see --> Yuliana, Shermin

Longing to do --> Finish PP, Practise Maths

Happy, Stressed and Sad

2009-10-05T00:04:00.006+08:00

Happy, Stressed and Sad

Today, I experienced heavily these 3 emotions..

I'll start with Sad..

Its not confirmed.

But I think have ler..

I mean like who would write such stuffs?

心海，已心如死海，浪花再不开

尘埃却又惹来澎湃...

Stressed,

Huiping kindly and cruely

remind me that Maths O level is at the end of this month...

@_@

Help

I no motivation to practise sia

Die liao lar

then my PP progress stuck at 1000 words..

LOL

Stress.. OH GOD

Happiness,

Take a look at this.

Hi Simin,

Thank you for your e-mail.

Are you able to send me your resume and drop by for an interview on the coming week?

Best regards,

Alex Ang

Pet Movers (S) Pte. Ltd.
No.4 Pasir Ris Farmway II, Singapore 519318
Tel: Fax:

If I can I can work there ler!!!

And the name is Alex.

Hahaha!

And yes I quitted my Bar work

I had enough

LOL

This farm way job is getting me excited

Hope I can work there and had the time of my life....

Wahahahaha!!!!

Recently

2009-09-30T13:23:00.002+08:00

Recently

ok the reason why recently I seldom talk to people on msn

play Facebook

Update here

Is beacuse of

1, the damm work (which I intend to tell him I wanna quit today)

2, PP report

3, RO!!!!

hahahaha

RO is Ragnarok

Of course play private server der..

I dun have so many money to pay every month to play the real server

One of the reason why I like the game so much is because...

See that round pink thing there

yes !

Its a Poring!!! Her name is Apple..

She is one of the reason why I stayed in the game

Damm cute lar!!

And ya I am a hunter thats why there's a falcon over my head..

Hahaha...

If I can get my hands on a Wolf as a pet

I will look super nice..

Haha with Falcon and a wolf

Ultimate hunter look..

But I already fall in love with my Apple.....~

See see!!

Haha thick skin I know

But Apple is indeed cute.. hahaha

And her fav food is Apple Juice.. LOL

okok have to stop this nonsense.. hahaha

Ah-hem

These few days other than playing RO,

Had a lot of fun with my friends..

Also realize some things about my life.. LOL

also when I work,

I cannot help but keep having this on my mind

"I don't belong here"

I wanna surround myself with animals

Not Drunkards and some ignorant Ang mos..

I am not saying they are bad people lar

Some are nice

But some just never fail to give me the feeling to just kick them in the face when serving them.

I like working there because its fun

But at the same time

I hate working there

It just sucks

Ok I know I am contradicting myself

But I really like working there

LOL

I just hate the place

Dun know why.

oh god its 2..

okok have to stop here

Will update next time!!

Gotta continue my PP report..

Lost it

2009-09-27T02:42:00.002+08:00

Lost it

I lost an important thing

not today

I think I lost it on the day I went out with Sheena, I took it out

to arrange my Neoprints then I forgot to clip it back.

Now then I notice

I can really go hit myself

Elysia and Wenliang told me its a sign

LOL

Maybe

But its still wtf...

At least let me keep it somewhere safe ma

Why must I just lose it like that? and without me knowing too...

So now?

Haiz.......

I still remember the day I got it...

Outside Rivervale Mall

this guy with Specs approach us and asked to buy it for Charity.

He said to give any amount maybe 1 dollars from each of us

I looked at what he was selling and said nvm its ok..

Then the next thing I know is the small thing the guy is selling is on my hand

and two 2 dollar note is on the hand of the guy with Specs.

I asked why ?

Its kinda useless and you paid 4 dollars ?

"Just keep lor..."

All I could do is smile... ...

and now,

Its gone.

Tell us why

2009-09-23T03:47:00.007+08:00

Tell us why

This is originally from Taylor Swift, Tell Me Why

Something happened recently.. lol

So I changed the lyrics of this song and

dedicate it him..

(Hope he can understand and dun take this the wrong way...)

And yes its the song playing on my blog now,I think

lol hope the code did change...

If not, go to this link for the song.. LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mOxidzqhUwA&feature=PlayList&p=45571450957FE229&index=1

We took a chance,

We took a shot,

You might think we're bullet-proof but we're not.

You took a swing,

We took it hard,

And down here from the ground we see who you are.

We're sick and tired of your attitude,

We're feeling like we don't know you,

You tell us that you love us and cut us down.

We need you like a heart beat,

But you know you got a mean streak,

Make us run for cover when you're around...

Here's to you,

And your temper yes we remember what you said last night...

And we know that you see

What you're doing to us,

Tell us why...

You could write a book on,

How to ruin someone's perfect day...

We get so confused and fustrated,

Forget what we're trying to say...

We're sick and tired of your reasons,

We've got no one to believe in,

You tell us that you want us and push us around...

We need you like a heart beat,

But you know you got a mean streak,

Make us run for cover when you're around...

Here's to you,

And your temper yes we remember what you said last night...

And we know that you see

What you're doing to us,

Tell us why...

Why?

Do you have to make us feel small,

So you can feel whole inside?

Why?

Do you put down our dreams,

So you're the only thing on our mind?

Well we're sick and tired of your attitude,

We're feeling like that we don't know you,

You tell us that you want us,

And cut us down...

We're sick and tired of your reasons,

We've got no one to believe in,

You ask us for our love and you push us around,

Here's to you,

And your temper yes we remember what you said last night.

And we know that you see what you're doing to us,

Tell us why.....

Why?

Tell us why...

ohh, ohh....

We take a step back,

And let you go.

Told you we're not bullet-proof

Now you know... ...

When will you wake up and realize?

The Proposal

2009-09-22T02:27:00.003+08:00

The Proposal

Watched The Proposal with Sheena!!

Haha..

Nice and romantic movie

Love it~

Hahaha

will try to download

hehehe...

Had lots of fun with Sheena today

after movie went to Ion to see see

haha and kinda get lost together

We were wandering around looking for Guess...

LOL

Took Neoprints too

Then we over there cannot understand the Jap words

but the prints end up very cute and nice!

Will try to take photo or scan then upload here..

Next time if can go out with Jovena also!!

Hahaha very long never see her too

Audrey also.. LOL

then after that go work..

Haiz

But today go home at 10:30

This Sunday got work lar!!

cos of F1

Shit sia

CONFIRM A LOT OF PEOPLE

I must be prepared liao

Hope my legs (starting to hurt again)

wun break

Simin jia you!!!

The idiot that forgot my birthday

2009-09-18T13:56:00.004+08:00

The idiot that forgot my birthday

Wa nvm lor.

Haiz

I dun know whether he is really forget or dun care

But I can't care much too lar huh?

Just that I thought he is just joking when he say he can't remember....

Ah well...

even him remember lar!! haiz haiz

But anyway!

Yesterday I really got off early!!!

At 8:30, my manager said that I can go off now since its my birthday

xDDDD

then go meet Elysia~

Hahahaha!!So happy lar!!

Today is the bar's anniversary

So the crew have to dress all white

everyone have different dress..

Some tube dress, some spagetti

Mine I heard is a sleeveless dress

can't wait

This Monday going out with Sheena!

Thanks for making time for me!!

So touched...

Hahaha..

and I really conclude that we two is really blur after yesterday..

LOL

kk gonna stop here...

have to eat and prepare go work liao..

Till next time!!

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Longing list

Longing to watch --> Surrogate, One Piece new movie

Longing to eat --> CHOCOLATE FONDUE

Longing to see --> Sheena, that idiot (maybe?), my arcade gang

Longing to do --> Change my nails from Purple to Red. LOL

Birthday at BQ bar

2009-09-17T13:43:00.002+08:00

Birthday at BQ bar

Aannndd its my 19th birthday!!!

and I still have to work........

T_T

oh well as Limay said, its money after all

so never mind lar

hahahaha

Then at 12last night,

My collegues celebrated for me by giving me a GIANT candle!!

WATERFALL!!

Its DAMM beautiful!!

Its a loooong bottle on top of a Martini glass,

then after that they pour a flaming alcohol down the bottle and into

the drink below in the Martini glass

Then I have to drink it while its burning..

Its.... damm

HOT..!

It not hot as in hot. As in drink already very hot

LOL

I almost cannot finish it!

Cos have to drink in one shot

but the taste of the drink is......

YUMMY!!!!!!!!!

Damm nice!!!

xDD Love it like hell

Hahahaha

then after that no more customers liao we start to decorate the

bar for the anniversary on Friday

then me and my collegue start cam whoring

LOL

The bar

haha

After that drink Cranberry vodlka..

That explains why I cannot remember picking up

Junlong's phone later that night (morning more like)

and my mum talking to me in the morning.

Got slight hangover

wheez @_@

And I will confirm take tjis home after this Friday

Wings!!

Hahahahaha

Then one of my collegue, Neth, started the wing wearing too

Hahaha

But its for decoraton not wearing, so we have to hang it up the wall after that...

Ya ya photo photo photo..

Thats about all

Sian sia now at home rotting

This year birthday date quite special..

My chinese birthday and English birthday is tgt!

on 17th sept..

LOL so qiao..

and I thought something special will happen but nothing.. lol

Well,

Half of my birthday is already over

The other half of it I'm gonna work

ARGH

Oh well

JIA YOU!!!!!!

Hope today can go off early!!!!!!!!!!!