I finally reach the age of 21 this year..
Hope the adult world is not very scary!
Have been sort of neglecting this space
Will update as much as I can!
Instructions around my blog...
We have to face it. Some people when come to my blog.. Dun know what to press..
You can't blame them really... =p
So here are the instructions!!!!
See those White words up there? You are now at the 'Welcome' Page.
'Entries' are my blog entries.
'Profile' is all about me.
'Links' are well duh, links to other people. XP
'SPAM ME' is where you can leave me messages but no rude one please!
'Photo Gallery' are the photos taken "recently".. LOL I will try to keep that page in update lar.. Cos sometimes
too much pictures lazy to upload.. hehehe..
'Credits' People who help make this skin are listed here!...
13 Alliance is my group of friends found in my secondary school life. They are the reason back then why I wake up and go to
school and one of the most important people of my life! I hereby intro them one by one.. haha..
Alliance number 1? lol I think he know he have a space here.. But I dun know whether he regard this.. Heard he moved out of Punggol to
Yishun.. Take care ya?
Elysia is a nice and innocent looking girl as you can see from this photo.. But you dun really wanna cross her.. hahaha... Both of us are
totally in love with Bling blings and Long John Silver. Even though she love Gold but I prefer Silver, well opposite attracts! =p
Always unpredictable and random, Limay is very fun to be with! Also, she is an expert in taking photos.. She got a lot of different ideas
and they always come out nice. She is a Must-have for photo-taking session!
I will never forget that incident where he went inside the Comic Connections Shop and was actually looking at POKEMON STATUES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And those not nice one still! LOL! Leonard! He is a nice guy but he is also super no-link.. haha.. And always do things without studying bout the
subject hard enough.. LEONARD! DO MORE RESEARCH!!!! =p
I.am.Simin. Hahaha.. As a lot of my friends know, I am the deity and slave for chocolate..
Joanna is the one lar! LOL She is now studying in Lasalle, something about animation art.. Finally she got in to a course that she likes and is
interested in.. Other than that, she is a girl that will share everything she have and time with her is always enjoyable!
Alex ar.... I dun know what to say bout him leh.. LOL. He is reliable and not very reliable. He is considerate and not considerate. He is a
gentleman and oh so pervert.(All these are compliments!!) I think he is a bi-polar guy.. hahaha What can you say? He is Alex. =)
Yiqiang is someone you will go to when you have computer problems. He is also the source of animes for me.. He have the "Dun stand so
close to me, I dun know you" look but actually he is very nice when you start to know him properly. Always seen with Alex doing things that are
beyond explanable. Hahahaha!
Junlong is my god-brother forever!!!!! Words cannot describe how happy I am to have him as a god brother.. He is a good audience for
your troubles and the center of 13 Alliance.. and not forgetting he's a auntie-killer! =p
Everytime I see basket ball I think of Cheeming LOL. I think he is still a fan of Ninja stuff.. But anyway, he is a funny guy and loves to
overtrain himself. Please take care of your body!!!!!
Xue ming got into Ngee Ann poly ler!! Gratz! She is MIA in progress but we hope to see more of her.. Same as Joanna, she also share
everything she have with us..
Another MIA in progress..! Come out of your shell girl! She is a girl that dares to do things that are extreme just for the fun of it..
Zaitul.. hmm.. very long never see him ler.. Dun know how is he.. Hope he is ok..?
Conflict in my head
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Conflict in my head
I cannot deny it anymore.
i think its because I grown up or that people do change no matter what.
I kinda developed a new 'ability'
The ability to dislike people
Yes, i used to can't dislike people
its like my nature you know..
No matter how a person back stab me, treat me badly, fuck my world upside down,
I just can't and wun bring myself to hate the person.
at most angry for a while and that's it.
And sometimes Junlong will say things like ' Wa lao you too good already till always let people bully.. No hope ar you..'
He didn't mean it that way though, he is trying to say that I am too naive.
BUT
but now?
I seriously dun know why
But I've change
Totally
I know how to and is able to dislike people
I can dun like them and unlike in the past which is temporary,
I can dislike them for a long time!
Good news?
I dun think so
People please be aware now that I get angrily these few days already and tend to trust people less and less.
I cannot help but think, what is this person trying to do when they treat me good all of a sudden.
I kept thinkin too much
So sorry if I irritate you guys these few days.
really
I mean like, in the past, I dun catergorise my friends.
But now I do!
WTF
And in the past I just accept people for who they are and treat them the same.
Now I dun!
WTF
Its scary and creepy to me
What is happening to me?
I dun like this new Ability
It makes me bite, it cause me to make enemies
I can't help but keep thinking the reason I will turn out like this is because of him, him and him.
Because they taught me that things are not I think it is and show me lots of ugly side of people
See now here I am thinking too much again
And then when I see the person again I wun have the sense of dislike again and will enjoy their comapny
but after that,
after i left their pressence, the feeling will come back
Like I back stab them in my mind you know..
SICK!!
Conflict in my head
What will happen in the future?
I don't know
But I know it won't be good
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer~ So lets fly~~~~~~~~
Signing off at 12:52 AM
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Simin
Alliance Number 5 Loves Chocolate!!
Loves her Family Loves 13 Alliance
Loves her friends Currently attached to Tiramisu and intends to marry straight away once Mr. Tiramisu ask for marriage
proposal.
People spam me presents and birthday wishes on the 17th of Sept. Wahaha!
WELCOME =)
I finally reach the age of 21 this year..
Hope the adult world is not very scary!
Have been sort of neglecting this space
Will update as much as I can!
Instructions around my blog...
We have to face it. Some people when come to my blog.. Dun know what to press..
You can't blame them really... =p
So here are the instructions!!!!
See those White words up there? You are now at the 'Welcome' Page.
'Entries' are my blog entries.
'Profile' is all about me.
'Links' are well duh, links to other people. XP
'SPAM ME' is where you can spam me messages but no rude one please!
'Random' are the photos taken "recently".. LOL I will try to keep that page in update lar.. Cos sometimes too
much pictures lazy to upload.. hehehe..
13 Alliance is my group of friends found in my secondary school life. They are the reason back then why I wake up and go to
school and one of the most important people of my life! I hereby intro them one by one.. haha..
Alliance number 1? lol I think he know he have a space here.. But I dun know whether he regard this.. Heard he moved out of Punggol to
Yishun.. Take care ya?
Elysia is a nice and innocent looking girl as you can see from this photo.. But you dun really wanna cross her.. hahaha... Both of us are
totally in love with Bling blings and Long John Silver. Even though she love Gold but I prefer Silver, well opposite attracts! =p
Always unpredictable and random, Limay is very fun to be with! Also, she is an expert in taking photos.. She got a lot of different ideas
and they always come out nice. She is a Must-have for photo-taking session!
I will never forget that incident where he went inside the Comic Connections Shop and was actually looking at POKEMON STATUES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And those not nice one still! LOL! Leonard! He is a nice guy but he is also super no-link.. haha.. And always do things without studying bout the
subject hard enough.. LEONARD! DO MORE RESEARCH!!!! =p
I.am.Simin. Hahaha.. As a lot of my friends know, I am the deity and slave for chocolate..
Joanna is the one lar! LOL She is now studying in Lasalle, something about animation art.. Finally she got in to a course that she likes and is
interested in.. Other than that, she is a girl that will share everything she have and time with her is always enjoyable!
Alex ar.... I dun know what to say bout him leh.. LOL. He is reliable and not very reliable. He is considerate and not considerate. He is a
gentleman and oh so pervert.(All these are compliments!!) I think he is a bi-polar guy.. hahaha What can you say? He is Alex. =)
Yiqiang is someone you will go to when you have computer problems. He is also the source of animes for me.. He have the "Dun stand so
close to me, I dun know you" look but actually he is very nice when you start to know him properly. Always seen with Alex doing things that are
beyond explanable. Hahahaha!
Junlong is my god-brother forever!!!!! Words cannot describe how happy I am to have him as a god brother.. He is a good audience for
your troubles and the center of 13 Alliance.. and not forgetting he's a auntie-killer! =p
Everytime I see basket ball I think of Cheeming LOL. I think he is still a fan of Ninja stuff.. But anyway, he is a funny guy and loves to
overtrain himself. Please take care of your body!!!!!
Xue ming got into Ngee Ann poly ler!! Gratz! She is MIA in progress but we hope to see more of her.. Same as Joanna, she also share
everything she have with us..
Another MIA in progress..! Come out of your shell girl! She is a girl that dares to do things that are extreme just for the fun of it..
Zaitul.. hmm.. very long never see him ler.. Dun know how is he.. Hope he is ok..?
Rules
-No rude messages
-Dun anyhow spam even though I say Spam me.. XP
-Dun scold other people here
-If you see any strange messages written with my name or Leonard's name or whoever, those were NOT by
me!
That's JUNLONG's work. Thank you.
Ha! Junlong now whenever you write anything, everyone will know its you. XP
Credits-★
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Blog Skin template--> Couldn't find user, will put down when found.
Pictures hosted by Photobucket
And of course,
ME
I spend a week coding this because this template is originally blank.. Haha
~Photo Gallery~
Joanna House
NOTE : The dialouges and sequence in this gallery are fictional.
Joanna house for Left for Dead 2 session! looking for the crack of the game because we couldn't crack Joanna's cd.. Sad..
And Elysia get to try the game first...
Elysia : "Don't disturb me lar!"
Yay!
Then its Cheeming's turn...
Cheeming : "I pro ok?"
This is Max, Joanna's dog!
I play with Maxie while waiting for my turn to kill zombies.. LOL
whoooooo, whats this ar??
Me : "Eh? what you drink?" Limay : "Don't tell you.."
Me : "Hmph, nvm lor.." Cheeming (thinks) : "Hehehe.."
tired after playing L4D2
Assination Max operation 1
Assination Max operation 1 Status :"FAILED"
Re-training in Progress
Assination Max operation 2! Status : "SUCESS"
Kyaa!! SHANKS
Cheeming : "What? I more shuai than Shanks ok?"
And inside Joanna's room, Junlong is having fun with Joanna's cat suit and my project boards...
People are staring at Elysia and I when I printed the boards.. so we wrote that on the board's cover.. LOL
Thats Slyvester, Joanna's little bro
So take a picture, it will last longer! LOL
LOL, wondering what they loooking for..
and Limay found her son back! LOL
Limay : "I love my son........." xP
I am struggling with Kingdom hearts additonal boss.. Stupid sia wun die der
and these two having camwhoring session.. HAHA
View through Leonard's butt.. No I mean through Leonard's Elbow...
Cheeming : "No no no! I too shuai ler dun take photo of me!!"
And Elysia came in the room to join the chaos in Joanna's room...
Limay : "Wa lao pain sia... "
Elysia : "Look! I show you all my octopus hand.."
Cheeming : "OI! JUNLONG!!"
Limay with my camera!! NICE RIGHT? I know.. HAHAHAHA
kk thats about all.. got more der but too much liao cannot post everything here.. LOL
And actually still got one more video der.. but then my camera memory card data corrupted.. sian sia..
So cannot upload.. LOL
Conflict in my head
